Changes

Trying to be still
努力地保持內心平靜
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
堅信愛人會將我救贖
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
堅信我能將局面扭轉
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
堅信這些變動能改進我督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
試著不要讓自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信總有人未將我放棄
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能將局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信這些變化能使我不同推動著我將自己救贖
Imma give it to you straight; No filter
我將它原封不動地送還不加婉轉
I could live a million lives, but it never killed her
我過著100種生活但從沒殺死內心的我
I was on the edge of dying , feeling unfulfilled
處於死亡邊緣從沒得到滿足
I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live
哭到奔潰喪失了活下去的信念
Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place
從陌生的地方醒來已不再去想努力的意義
Look up to the sky asking, 'Why?' with a blank face
茫然失措中我仰天長嘯“ 這是為何“
How the world went grey
世界為何如此灰暗
So they kept me in a nut house
他們將我關進瘋人院
Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route
在人生的岔路口我選擇的那條路最難
Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out
驚慌大喊害怕自己再也走不出這絕境
Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down
面對困難放鬆了警惕
Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down
努力著克服著然後一敗塗地
Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now
試圖呼救卻發不出聲音
Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent
內心失控發洩怒吼
When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent
這個世界逼迫著你為了目的不擇手段
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
我變得陰暗扭曲我亟需將我自己修復但解藥又在何方
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin ' to the floor
我不斷地在犯錯世界天旋地轉我漸漸跌入深淵
Trying to be still
努力地保持內心平靜
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
堅信愛人會將我救贖
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
堅信我能將局面扭轉
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
堅信這些變動能改進我督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
試著不要讓自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信總有人未將我放棄
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能將局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信這些變化能使我不同推動著我將自己救贖
Getting up in front of millions is a contrast
每每起床身邊人都不同何等諷刺
With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass
乾著污穢的行當拿著骯髒的錢將自己過”活“
'Live fast, die young,' was the motto
還是及時行樂吧
I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta
我脫掉我的衣裳只為付那房租
All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove
這些花花公子用行動證明了
That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools
他們買了你丟失的買了這些玩具
They was lookin' at the ***** with a price tag
他們看著你如同看著價格標籤
Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag
隨意的吧我只想要錢
Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it
褶皺的人生才拿得了錢
Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect
家人不和我說話他們只希望我完美
Out on the street and I felt defeated
在街道上游盪前所未有的挫敗
I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated
棄置了我小車它很難再啟動
Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin'
心已傷痕累累無力再跳動
Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed
活在地獄之中又能向誰求救
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
我變得陰暗扭曲我亟需將我自己修復但解藥又在何方
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor
我不斷地在犯錯世界天旋地轉我漸漸跌入深淵
Trying to be still
努力地保持內心平靜
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
堅信愛人會將我救贖
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
堅信我能將局面扭轉
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
堅信這些變動能改進我督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
試著不要讓自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信總有人未將我放棄
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能將局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信這些變化能使我不同推動著我將自己救贖