when i fall asleep

Do you believe that what you see
Is as it seems and there's nothing in between
What if you peeked and underneath
Was all machine and nobody heard you scream
Even if you tried, what if you were paralyzed?
Would you sterilize everything you memorized?
I'll never reach an inner peace
'Cause I'm a creep and they don't want me to feel
The same routine, it just repeats
Until you bleed like we're running on a wheel
But it's all a lie, just a cup of cyanide
That they televise every minute of our lives
That we're so divine living in a paradise
While we colonize every bit of wildlife
Tryna make it through the day now
'Cause any minute I'ma have a breakdown
I don't wanna be awake now
'Cause I can't even tell what's real and fake now
When I fall asleep all my dreams come true
(Yeah I don't even wanna be awake now)
Sick of this place, trapped in a maze
Want to escape but I've already overstayed
I'm not afraid to be erased
Without a trace, come and take me far away
Spending all my time staring up at satellites
Wonder what it's like looking from the other side
I just wanna find any kind of sign of life
'Cause I've been feeling like maybe I was left behind
Tryna make it through the day now
'Cause any minute I'ma have a breakdown
I don't wanna be awake now
'Cause I can't even tell what's real and fake now
When I fall asleep all my dreams come true
(Yeah I don't even wanna be awake now)
I come unwound, feet off the ground
We're solar bound and we're going all the way
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