Hustlers Prayer

My soul is so dirty
Ive been hustlin everyday
Now I know that
I should pray
But I wonder if
He hear what
Id sayI know, my momma didnt raise me this way
But I gotta feed my family
If I could just make it through one more day
I could live the right way
Lord, You know its been 12-15 years
Ive been in the game
The way I live this life, forgive me,
I know its a shame
But whod a thought
Id make it this far
From all the brothers and others that
Ive lostI know,
Im fortunate not to be one of those souls
You choose
And Im sorry for the ones
I sent, down here is to live or die
What was I suppose to do?
You know I wasnt quite ready
For this soul of mine to come before
YouMy soul is so dirty
Ive been hustlin everyday
Now I know that
I should pray
But I wonder if
He hear what
Id sayI know, my momma didnt raise me this way
But I gotta feed my family
If I could just make it through one more day
I could live the right way
I know, I may not have been right but
Ive been fair
I guess thats why
You saw it to keep me here
You must have somethin better for me
Just give me a sign,
Lord, please show me
Just wanna thank
You for the ones
Youve placed
I pray You watched over them cause
You watched over me
Until You clean us up,
Lord, like we should be
I know You will eventually
My soul is so dirty
I've been hustlin everyday
Now I know that
I should pray
But I wonder if
He hear what
Id sayI know, my momma didnt raise me this way
But I gotta feed my family
If I could just make it through one more day
I could live the right way
Please watch over my babies and they mommas, too
Cause they dont know what they daddy do
But this one thing,
I promise
YouI wont let my seeds do the same thing too
Lord, bless my momma,
You know how much she means to me
Despite the way
I live, I know she still loves me
Shes up in church, cryin and prayin for me
And Ima try to see her there on
Sunday, I said maybe
My soul is so dirty
Ive been hustlin everyday
Now I know that
I should pray
But I wonder if
He hear what
Id sayI know, my momma didnt raise me this way
But I gotta feed my family
If I could just make it through one more day
I could live the right way