Droned

I used to get excited
To come alive
Wide eyed, as a child
The sun internally shined
I was an open window
Now itʼs more like…
Head Low
Checkinʼ itʼs safe to go
Hood up
Hopinʼ no one notices
Iʼm droned
Grabbinʼ vino and headinʼ back home
Iʼm spaced out on downers
I spend the night in a cloud , for hours
The fumes, they settle my mind
Iʼm holed up inside
In a zone like…