dead and cold

Wake up every day and it just feels repetitive
每天醒來都感覺循環往復
Think I need to chill, I think I need a sedative
我想我需要冷靜，我想我需要一支鎮靜劑
I think depressions hittin me
感覺抑鬱在折磨我
I think its finally setting in
我想它終將要到來
Drifting to my feet and settling just like sediment
漂浮在我的腳下，像沉積物一樣沉澱
Constantly walking down this road called life blindly
不斷行走在這條名為生活的道路上
Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me
愚蠢地希望目標能來把我找尋
In the depths of depressions is where Ive been residing
我一直住在蕭條深處
That or in my room under my covers just hiding
或者躲藏在我房間的被子裡
Put me in the grave today
今天就把我放進墳墓
Black suit, red bouquet
黑色西裝，紅色花束
Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay
恐懼著離去，但更受夠了停留
Bullet in the chamber will stop all the pain
房間裡的子彈將會止所有的疼痛
Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain
牆上的鮮血滴落，就像紅色的雨
Feel my soul seep out from each line from the blade
感覺我的靈魂從刀刃的每一行滲出
No one sings along to the songs that I have made
沒人跟著我唱我製作的歌
Deep in thought like Socrates
像蘇格拉底一樣深思熟慮
I am not your property
我不是你的財產
Treated like a mockery
被當作笑柄對待
Glad no one is stopping me
很高興沒人阻止我
Not why you should idolize, this is my final goodbye
不知道你為何崇拜，這是我最後的告別
But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize
但是如果傷害了你，我真的很抱歉