Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

我曾認為是一個被拋棄的浪子，無處可去，
I thought I was an outcast,
認為自己會孤獨一生，
I thought I stood alone,
是一個採花大盜，竊賊，笑話，
a rouge, a thief, a joker,
沒有一個屬於我的家，
no place to call my own.
我曾認為沒有一個人會真正愛上我，
I thought no one could love me,
然而我又怎能知道呢。
And how could I have known
我錯了，
I was wrong,
大錯特錯。
oh so wrong.
然後我以為我找到了，
Then I thought I found it,
一個可分享給愛人聽的夢想，
A dream that I could share,
我以為自已好幸運，
I thought I was so lucky,
甚至這有些不公平，
It almost wasn't fair,
我以為我懂得了我未來的目標，
I thought I knew my purpose,
以為知道自己今後該去向何方，
I thought I that I knew where,
我可以歸屬之地，
I belong,
但我錯了。
but I was wrong.
我曾認為一切我了解的真諦，
Everything I ever thought I knew,
我遊歷過的，
Where I've been,
我將要去往的，
Where I'm going,
結果我所指望的一切結果都像幻境般不真實，
Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue,
我本該猜到的，
could of guessed
我本該知道的，
should of known,
現在我明白了。
now I do.
我所嚮往的一切，
Everything I've yearned for,
我所打算（和她）的一切，
everything I've planned,
一切我（與她）最甜蜜的記憶，
All my sweetest memories
不過只是一個用細沙拼湊出的易碎城堡。
were castles made of sand
現在它徹底瓦解了，
Now that its all crumbling,
請幫我讀懂我自己，
help me understand,
如果長久以來這個人都不是真正的我，
If none of it was really me,
那我到底應該是誰！
then who am I supposed to be!
我曾認為一切我所了解的事實，
And Everything I ever thought I knew,
每一份希望，
Every hope,
每一種感覺，
Every feeling,
愛情和信任，還有數不清的幸福時光，
Love and trust and happiness,
都結束了，他們一去不復返了，他們徹底完結了。
Its done, they're gone, they're through.
剩下的是什麼？
and whats left,
獨自一人，
me alone
再一次，
Once again,
我本應該早知道的，
I Should of known
現在我懂了，
Now I do.
看來我的至今的人生毫無意義，
I guess my life meant nothing,，
看來這只是個騙局，
I guess it was a sham,，
看來我現在是其他人了，
I guess I'm someone else now,
我想知道真正的我到底是誰？
I wonder who I am.