Wish I Never Loved You 2.0

Worried that Ill be one phone call too late
想打電話給你又深感已經來不及
Fears turning years of love into hate
憂慮讓多年的愛變成了恨
Empty attempts when we meet in my sleep
在夢裡遇到你也不敢走向前
Embarassed for caring 10 fathoms too deep
以前給關心你太多導致了尷尬
Why do I still feel like I should be sorry?
憑什麼我仍自責？
Droplets of thought keep on causing tsunamis
回憶如海嘯襲來
Now Im a reminder of your locked-up past
又想起你曾經的所作所為
Overthinking for over-loving you too fast
總是控制不住對你的感情
Stars above us
滿天繁星
Lying closely
星羅棋布
Promising me I will never be lonely
好像在安慰我：總會有人來愛你
Talking bout loving me
你一次次對我表達愛
Every tomorrow
贈予我無數個幻想的明天
Man of your word
你的一字一句
But theres nothing to follow
像泡沫般夢幻又迅速消逝
Sometimes
有時候
I wish I could just call you
好想和你說說話
Sometimes
有的瞬間
I wish I could stop falling
我告訴自己不能繼續沉淪
Sometimes
大部分時間
I wish you could just hold me
好想你來抱抱我
Oh, sometimes
噢有時候
I wish I could just call you sometimes
好想和你說說話
I wish I could stop falling
又希望自己不要繼續沉淪
Sometimes
大部分時間
I wish you could just hold me
好想和你相擁
But right now I wish I never loved you
現在只求再也不要陷入和你的感情
Someday you will be one phone call too late
如果你給我打電話我不會理會
You should know how it feels when fates suddenly change
你應該體會下我一直以來的感受
Floating away in your oceans of liquor
酩酊大醉
Blaming yourself for the things that you didnt
你責怪自己錯過了太多
Yet consciously burying me in the distance
然後迅速恢復神智把我移除你的腦海
In a blink of an eye pain ceased your existence
轉眼間你就自愈
Maybe I lost you, but you lost yourself first
在我失去你之前你早就失去了自我
Now Im stuck between trying and letting you go
現在的我進退兩難
Each encounters getting harder
每個相遇都有它的意義
Id give up years to relive seconds of summer
我願意用幾年去紀念我們的夏天
Eyes are useless when the mind is blind
心被鎖起來沒興趣去認識新的人
I sold my sight to the mind of a gemini
我的眼裡只有雙子座的你
Sometimes
有時候
I wish I could just call you
多想和你講講話
Sometimes
有的瞬間
I wish I could stop falling
我許願別再沉淪於你
Sometimes
大多數時候
I wish you could just hold me
多想你來抱抱我
Oh, sometimes
噢有時候
I wish I could just call you sometimes
差點就沒忍住打給你
I wish I could stop falling sometimes
有時候又希望別再沉淪於你
I wish you could just hold me
我好想你來抱抱我
But right now I wish I never loved you
現在只希望別再陷入與你的感情了
Still hearing your name
你的名字
Has me gasping for air
仍然讓我窒息
Finding someone wholl stick around
找一個不會變心的人
Is apparently rare
顯然很難
You taught me
你告訴過我
Friendships cause heartbrakes too
友情也會變
Hope youre fulfilled
希望那些讓你放棄我的東西
By the things you chose to do
能讓你感到值得
Chose to do
一切都是你的選擇