Massachusetts

She's cutting out the bruises
她將感情的舊傷拋在腦後
Forgetting her excuses for being here again
忘記了她怎樣說服自己再次回到這裡
With a suitcase packed and waiting by the door
收拾好的行李箱靜靜佇立在門口等待與她一同離開
In her head
在腦中
Convinced herself she hasn't lost
她卻一次次地說服自己
Enough to quit
自己還沒有受傷到必須離開的地步
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But tonight she lays here thinking
但是今晚她躺在這裡深深思索
What if I just left
如果我
In the middle of the night
在深夜裡離開
Back to California
回到加州
And never look back
永不回頭又會怎樣呢
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想著
Every single day but she can't find it
卻始終
In her heart to run away
不忍心離開
And no one's listening
沒人聽到她內心的呼喊
With Northern Massachusetts
在北馬薩諸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求著
'Please, oh baby please, I can explain
“求你了，親愛的，不要離開啊，我可以解釋啊
It won't happen again'
真的我保證不會有第二次了“
.
He's putting out the fires
他試著讓她回心轉意
And he's making her believe
他試著讓她相信
He's really changed
自己真的改頭換面了
This time
但這一次
But it's obvious it's just another line
太明顯了只會又一次突破她的底線
Lapse and relapse
他一次、又一次地故態復萌...
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And again she lays beside him thinking:
於是又一次她躺在他的身邊心想
I'll pretend in the middle of the night
我會在深夜中假裝閉著眼睛沉沉入睡
My eyes are closed I'm sleeping
實則偷偷離開
But I won't come back
再也不會回來
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想
Every single day but she can't find it
卻始終
In her heart to run away
不忍心離開
And no one's listening
沒人聽到她內心的呼喊
With Northern Massachusetts
在北馬塞諸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求著
'Please, oh baby please, I can explain
”求你了，親愛的，不要離開啊，我可以解釋啊
It won't happen again
我保證不會有第二次了
It won't happen again'
真的不會有第二次了啊”“
.
How long can this last?
但他們能這樣糾纏多久呢
The final straw was the hospital
最後一根稻草終於在醫院重重壓下
At least she told herself that
至少她是這樣認為的
But she just can't find the strength to end it!
但她就是無法結束這段讓她身心俱疲的感情
.
I just left
如果我
In the middle of the night
在深夜裡離開
Back to California
回到加州
I'll never look back
永不回頭又會怎樣呢
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想
Every single day but she can't find it
卻始終
In her heart to run away (To run away)
不忍心離開
With Northern Massachusetts
在北馬薩諸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求著
'Please , oh baby please, I can explain
”求你了，親愛的，不要離開啊，我可以解釋啊
It won't happen again
我保證不會有第二次了
It won't happen again!'
真的不會有第二次了啊！ “
.