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編曲：PUNISHME@BECU BEATZ
錄音：酒窩姐@重慶小酒窩錄音棚
混音：PUNISHME
SP: 北京星悅大觀文化傳媒有限公司
Maybe they care, maybe they know
也許他們在意吧，也許他們知道吧
But no one truly understands the way I feel
但沒人真正懂得我內心的感受
I wanna be heard, I wanna be known
我想被更多的人聽見，了解
My music's only getting replayed by myself
但不過是我一個人在循環自己的歌罷了
Staring at the numbers fluctuate every day
看著播放量數據忽上忽下
Mood's on a rollercoaster they think I'm insane
我的情緒也像過山車一樣
Why do they all stop talking when I come around?
為何我一來他們就停止討論了？
Are they laughing when I fall to the ground?
我跌倒時他們在笑話我嗎？
I tell myself to hide
我讓我自己把陰暗面藏起來
Put my shadow in a jar, bury deep as I can
封存到罐子裡，深埋土裡
And I tell myself to smile
每當他們攻擊我時
Every time they bring me down, maybe then I can fit in
我都強迫自己笑，也許這樣我就能融入他們了
Sometimes my thoughts would race
我狀態好時靈感迸發
Feel like I'm glamorous and full of grace
覺得自己光芒四射又不失優雅
But other times my mind would freeze
我低落時思維就會被凍住
I must be ugly and disgusting to you
對你來說我一定又醜又噁心吧
Save me, Save me from sinking into the sea
我需要救贖，別讓我沉入深海
Will ya? Will you be there for me too? Whoo… you too
你會來嗎？你會為我留下嗎？你會嗎？
Tell me you’ll be there for me too
你留下好嗎？
I'm too sensitive, I'm too paranoid
我太過敏感，太過多疑
I get high and get low too often in a row
我的情緒極端變化得太快
Is it only me, do you feel the heat?
我是否孑然一身？你是否感同身受？
Am I the only one burning in the empty city?
我會不會在這座空城孤身被燒成灰燼？
I've been losing little weight lately every day
最近我瘦了很多
'Cause I couldn't write a song that hits the public
因為我寫不出一首被人們認可的歌
Mama's sick she's waiting for you to come home
媽媽臥病在床，等著我回家
Brother's out of school 'cause he has been starving
弟弟因為一直挨餓，開始逃課
I tell myself to quit
我讓我自己放棄
Stop making shit that no one in this real world listens to
別再寫一些沒人聽的東西
Get yourself another job
換一份工作吧
Time to pay back all your debts
是時候擔起重任了，我不是小孩了
'cause you are not a kid anymore
也許這樣我就能融入了
Sometimes my thoughts would race
我狀態好時靈感迸發
Feel like I'm glamorous and full of grace
覺得自己光芒四射又不失優雅
But other times my mind would freeze
我低落時思維就會被凍住
I must be ugly and disgusting to you
對你來說我一定又醜又噁心吧
Save me from sinking into the sea
我需要救贖，別讓我沉入深海
Will ya? Will you be there for me too?
你會來嗎？你會為我留下嗎？
Tell me, tell me you’ll be there for me too
你會嗎？你留下好嗎？
Ahh Tell me you’ll be there for me too
你能否為我留下？
Tell me you will be there for me too
你能否給我一絲溫暖？