IM grinded down by memories

I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
Love love love, get away
愛情啊愛情，離我遠一些吧
You are hurting me everyday
每一天你都在不停地傷害我
If I can cut you out, I'll celebrate
如果我可以和你劃清界限那簡直是值得我好好慶祝一番
Celebrate yeah, for no more heartbreak yeah
好好慶祝一下，因為我再也不會有心碎的感覺了
I don't wanna recall that night, flip it over
我真的不想回想起那個晚上，翻篇兒吧
Though I did make that call, nobody was sober
儘管是我做的那個決定，但是我們沒有人是理智的
When I ready to love, you fooled me like a joker
每一次我準備好用心去愛的時候，你都像戲耍小丑一般戲弄我
Why I will to get to top, you always step me lower
為什麼每一次我打算做到最好你都要將我向下踐踏
Liberate me, I want a liberation
放了我吧，我只想要自由
Why don't you face me, I know you are hidden
我知道你隱藏在不真實的背後，你為什麼不出來面對我
I'm scary? But you don't see me even
你覺得我可怕？可是你還沒有真正地面對我
You ain't no Eve and don't dream about eden
你根本就不是夏娃，不要再幻想你也可以有一片伊甸園了
Oh please, your praying ain't nothing
拜託，你的祈求已經無濟於事了
You should know this day will be coming
你早就應該預料到這一天會到來
Apologies now? Way too puffing
現在的道歉都未免太過於誇張了
They might work when my heart's still pumping
不過在我心還未死的時候它們或許還會有點兒作用
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
You may think that I'm getting cruel
你可能覺得我變得越來越冷酷
Cause I got nothing else to lose
那是因為我已經沒有什麼可以失去的了
It was you treat me like a tool
把我當作工具般對待和使用的是你
But I cosset you like a jewel
可我卻曾把你像珠寶一樣捧在手心裡寵愛著
Once I swallowed all the shame
我曾經隱忍掉你對我的所有侮辱
I believed I don't have to blame
我堅信我沒有必要去責怪你
But finally, it was still the same
然而最終你並沒有做出任何改變
You just wanted to make me tame
你不過是想讓我屈服於你罷了
Hey girl stop, you can save all the lectures
沒必要了，省省你那些說教吧
Don't talk, I don't want another letter
別再叭叭了，我多一個字兒都不想听
No more, I can live along it's better
不會有以後了，我自己一個人可以活的更好
So therefore, go to earn your fukking pleasure
所以啊，你就去找尋你那沙雕愛情榮譽感吧
You don't know what I'm dedicating to
你不知道我到底在為什麼而奮鬥著
And that's why my heart you can't come through
這就是你根本沒法走進我內心深處的原因
You kept mentioning that I can't be true
你一直叨叨說我不可能是對的
Get out of my sight, I don't wanna take another look
哎我天你趕緊離我遠點兒吧，我真是一眼都不想多看你了，膈應死了
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
I do want, really want to achieve it
我真的真的很想達到理想狀態的生活
All my mind, somebody come and cleave it
誰來幫幫我，幫我抹除那些心中的雜念
But you want my reason then you got to reave it
但如果你想知道我這樣做的原因就有點兒困難了
I only share my thinking to my bro who can perceive it
因為我只和與我三觀相符的兄弟們分享我的想法
混音: 老包(H.I.G.B.-HughLion)
編曲: Fantom