Lonely After

I was embarrassed when I knew who I was
當我重新正視自己的時候 我很難堪
So I went zealous and overly down with the cause
回首往事 如今我依然很狂熱 同時也充滿沮喪。
Im sliding under, diving back into clouds
我往下墜，潛入雲端
We went running, you were leading me on
我們一同奔跑，你一直在指引著我
You lost your hope and I knew, it wouldnt last as long
你失去了你的希望我知道你不會一直迷失
I think about it, Ill think about it in time
我考慮過，我有及時考慮過

我知道你說我只是她的影子罷了
I know that you say Im just another one
我不會愚蠢的把你當作我最好的伴侶
I wont pretend youre the best
我看到了你想讓我看到的一切
I see what you want me to see
無論我們各自飛往何處
(Whatever were going to be)
現在我從你的雲端跌落彷彿你一直是唯一你總是令人費解
And now I fall through your ceiling like youre the only one, always the hardest to test
熱情拋卻你為什麼要讓我孤獨？

我不會試圖解開你的心扉
So whyd you want to make me lonely after?
你在愛里陷的最深的時候我們是為了拯救你才心甘情願墜落的
Wouldnt try to break whats holding you back
難道你不想在夜晚拯救你的呼吸嗎?
We were on the hook to save you sinking, back when you liked that
告訴我你為什麼這麼艱難的周而復始

我知道你最近很痛苦但是我們對你很失望
Dont you want to save your breath for nighttime?
我打電話給你哥哥他說我們要給他找回青春
Show me why its hard to come around
他砸開了我的門，找回了他青春的一小部分
I know that youve been full with anguish lately, yeah, we were let down
你可以恨我，如果我所做的一切能讓你徹底醒悟

又一個不可能的懷疑時刻
I called your brother, he said were serving him soup
你想要安靜可世界都愛熱熱鬧鬧
Broke down my door to reclaim a small part of his youth
我的記憶在枯萎它逐漸消逝並染紅了我的眼前
Yeah you can hate me if it helps you get back
我不能陪你玩這個遊戲了，雖然我像贏家一樣，但一切痛苦都強壓在我胸口

告訴我我還沒有倒下
Another moment of impossible doubt
我在水池中溺亡了
You wanted quiet but everything was just so loud
你是一個悲觀的旁觀者，而我卻是個失敗的迷失者
My memorys fading, memory fading to red
越來越難以入睡

你為什麼要無情的讓我經歷痛苦？
I cant play the game but Im living like I won, taking it all on the chest
我再也不會試圖解開你的心扉
Tell me Im not on my knees
你在愛里陷的最痛苦的時候我們是為了拯救你才心甘情願墮落的
Im dead in the water beneath
難道你不想和我在夜晚拯救你的呼吸嗎？
And youre a sight to be seen and Im falling undone
告訴我你為什麼這麼執著於曾經
Its getting harder to sleep
我知道你最近很痛苦但是我們對你很失望

我覺得我已經盡力了，我在等待靈魂的救贖
So whyd you want to make me lonely after?
那個在太平洋度過的周末是我最美好的回憶
Wouldnt try to break whats holding you back
讓我們就此了結吧，我來替你告別痛苦。
We were on the hook to save you sinking, back when you liked that

Dont you want to save your breath for nighttime?
Show me why its hard to come around
I know that youve been full with anguish lately, yeah, we were let down

Think Ive done well, I waited on my soul
A weekend on pacific time, best Ive ever known
Lets take it on , Ill take it on for you