Jail Call

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I have a collect call from Caswell Senior
An inmate at County Detention Facility
Hello
Hello
Hello
Hello
Hello
Have you ever thought of suicide
On a jail call while your mother cryin'
She ain't understand you had to ride
It was him or you it was do or die
Pick up I' m on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
I got some s**t I gotta tell y'all
Slowly walkin ' down the corridor
I got four in 24 more
They sayin' free me on the internet
I'm an hour away ain't get a visit yet
Plus my commissary gettin' low
My n***as on trial hope they don't blow
But if they beat the case that'll be the day
'Cuz n***as fightin' murders with a legal aid
All this time this can't be real
Man I shoulda took a plea deal
The whole system need to rebuild
S**t look what they did to meek mill
Plus my bunkie is a junkie
My baby momma told my momma she don't want me
She told me what she gotta visit for
And I should never bring my child on no visit floor
Have you ever thought of suicide
On a jail call while your mother cryin'
She ain't understand you had to ride
It was him or you it was do or die
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
I got some s**t I gotta tell y'all
I'm just claimin' what I'm bangin' on the walk in
C-74 I brought my hawk in
But this sickle cell got me coughin'
Feel like the only way I leave is in a coffin
20- somethin' more years tryna hold on
Can'twait to see the parole board
But they'll probably hit me with another five
Then another five sometimes I wanna cry
Sittin' in my cell sometime I wanna die
Kill myself sometime I wanna try
Then I think of all the good times
Caught another case now they took my good time
They said I cut a n***a in the face
But so what he was outta place
And to the trappers buyin' houses livin' beautifully
Don't end up in this gated community
Have you ever thought of suicide
On a jail call while your mother cryin'
She ain' t understand you had to ride
It was him or you it was do or die
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I' m on a jail call
I got some s**t I gotta tell y'all
Every morning I wake still livin' behind these gates
My spirit start to deflate gotta live with this one mistake
My man started that beef he know I had it on me
I caught a body for that n***a and he ratted on me
D**n that n***a ****in ' with the cops
My baby mom ain't just ****in' man she ****in' with the ops
I should've known she was a mother****in' thot
I'm thinkin' to myself
Why I left my mother****in' block
I shoulda stayed my a*s home in the crib chilled with the kids
Went outsite shootin' a cig look what I did
S**t I left my babies fatherless
They gon' feel how I felt when my father left
Suicide thoughts just a part of stress
What they givin' me meds and I'm beyond depressed
So sorry momma I'mma end it all
Soon as I end this call
Have you ever thought of suicide
On a jail call while your mother cryin'
She ain't understand you had to ride
It was him or you it was do or die
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
Pick up I'm on a jail call
I got some s**t I gotta tell y'all