toy block

Feel like a kid
重回幼時
Playing with blocks
依稀記得我獨自一人蹲在角落
Do it alone
默默地玩著積木遊戲
'Cause I hate when they talk
因為我厭惡大人們將我區別對待
Get treated different
我討厭他們談論我
They think that I'm smart
他們認為我是聰明的小孩
Guess that I am
毫不避諱地說我就是
But I can't play the part
但我不能扮演那種角色
Wanna be cool
我想要變得酷
Wanna be special
想要變得特別
I wanna play sports
想要出去運動
And I wanna win medals
我甚至還想贏得金牌
Yea I want a trophy
對我想獲得獎杯
But please don't approach me
但請你們別接近我
I'm anti-
我是一個怪人
Wait,just got a nosebleed
等等只是流了一次鼻血
Moms gonna get mad
媽媽就勃然大怒
Time flies,gotta rest from the jet lag
時光飛逝我得從時差中休息一下
Getting bullied at the park,can't step back
在公園中被欺凌但不能還手
Sixth grade,broken heart,I regret that
六年級破碎的心我深深的懊悔著
Next year,was a mess
下一年迎來的依舊是一片狼藉
Still zero friends
仍然形單影只
Middle school drama
再次留在家中
Stay home again
中學時期的生活不過是一場鬧劇
I broke my hip,had to limp to my classes
臀部骨折了的我只能一瘸一拐去上課
Getting made fun of,while people walked pass me
人們與我擦肩而過時留下的全是譏笑
That was reality
一切並沒有改變
It never changed
這是我領悟到的現實
Eighth was a blur
十八歲在我印像中變得模糊不清
Ninth wasn't great
十九歲一樣不盡如人意
I found a girl
我遇見了一個女孩
Who I thought was the one
當時我以為那是我的唯一
Then her parents found out about what had begun
然後她父母發現了事情的起因
Yea they took her phone
是的他們拿走了她的手機
Called up the principal
並打電話給校長
Said I was problematic, acting cynical
說我表現得像個憤世嫉俗的問題少年
I had some problems,I didn't acknowledge
我有些不願承認的問題
Then I heard the rumors,and all of the gossip
隨之而來的是謠言和流言蜚語
I was abusive and she was a *****
說我經常施虐她是個蕩婦
Both weren't true,but that's just how it is
這些都不是真的但他們就是這樣說的
Try to be cool,and somebody get jealous
我嘗試變得冷靜有人會嫉妒
Now you and girl,are just constantly yelling
如今你們和她只是無止境地吼叫
Then one day she left
之後她棄我而去
Blocked me on everything
一切都在阻擋著我的腳步
I couldn't blame her
但我不能將一切歸咎於她
After that,you could say we were strangers
在那之後我們形同陌路
Sane people get attracted to danger
理智的人會被危險所吸引
Feel like a kid
像個稚嫩的幼童一般
Playing with blocks
我在陰暗的角落裡獨自一人
Do it alone
玩著乏味的方塊遊戲
'Cause I hate when they talk
因為我討厭人們的區別對待
Get treated different
與他們嘈雜的談論
They think that I'm smart
他們認為我是聰慧的
Guess that I am
事實上我就是如此
But I can't play the part
但我無力扮演這角色
Wanna be cool
我想要變得酷
Wanna be special
想變得獨一無二
I wanna play sports
想要外出運動
And I wanna win medals
在此之上我想要贏得金牌
Yea I want a trophy
當然我也想要獎杯
But please don't approach me
但請你們對我敬而遠之
I'm anti-
因為我是個怪胎
Wait,just got a nosebleed
等等只是流了鼻血
Life is like building with toy blocks
生活就像用玩具積木搭建而成的城堡
Build up to something amazing
當然其中不乏許多令人驚奇的事情
Someone destroys it
有的人卻妄想將它摧毀
That gets annoying
這真是令人惱怒啊