Hindsight - Elected Official Remix

I screamed to God out of frustration
After another day of waking and hating the fact
That Im still where Im at
Whats the point of all of this
Cuz Im not seeming to find it
Is it meaningless? I search the reason behind it
Because these moments seem to drag on forever
And these years on end seem to have never been this
Desperation has formed repetition within
Too insecure to pretend and Im too weak to defend
Here it comes again all in my world again
Left with no direction no beginning no end
The days blend together and the weather never changes
Numb to the outcome but yet not quite painless
Aimless to whether or not I made a mistake
And if so how far is too far before its too late
Should I wait but then what would be too long
To reverse the effects if I was wrong
(Chorus)
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see what patience and time can bring
Is it a must that Im here is it a must that I stay
In order to look forward must I look away
Were moving towards a new day
Unsure of what tomorrow will bring our way
Im not even quite sure of what this day holds
I say we travel the unknown and watch it unfold
Hold today close while still reaching for tomorrow
Through the test of time Ive seen joy overcome sorrow
So with every trial I endure
With hopes to mature into what I was created for
More than life itself I want life itself
Press past the present until forever is felt
And take hold of the hidden mystery
Wide eyed and open I now see differently
If its to be then give me the strength to be content
And find peace in knowing one day it will all make sense
(Chorus)
Learning to accept the unexpected
Because the unknown wasnt here for me to correct it
So I let it go and stopped trying to control the impossible
Simply put tossed in the shuffle
At a young age just like everyone else
So I dont feel sorry for you or for myself
Love is bigger than that and Im not below or above
The way it moves even though the things it does
To my train of thought can bring about doubt and uncertainty
Patience tends to not agree with my psyche
Thats more than likely just some pride in me
Fighting expectations of where I think my life should be
Selfishly I forget so quickly
Let me never forget Lord break me in humility
Some sort of amazing grace on me
As I look back upon my life and where Youve taken me
(Chorus)
Hear the call peace fall
From trial to triumph I want your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver