Still Wondering

Hope is heavy
A hundred bricks lean on my chest
Its hard to breathe
No rest no sleep
A hundred reasons why you left
No sense to me
Even though I let go
And I dont call
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
If you had to count
All of the times you thought of me
Would it take heartache?
And if I could Id change
But you were that one that wanted this
Yeah you, not me
Even though I let go
And I dont call
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Through the years Ive cried the tears I knew I needed to
I let go of all the hurt when I let go of you
I dont want to see you
I just want to know the truth
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Hope is heavy
A hundred bricks lean on my chest
Its hard to breathe
Even though I let go
And I dont call (And I dont call)
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
Im still wondering if youre out there at all
(Im still wondering yeah yeah yeah oh yeah yeah)
Im still wondering ifyou're out there at all
Im still wondering if you're out there at all
Im still wondering if youre out there at all