I Need Help

Whats life?
Im a hollow shell
That cannot talk to you at night
Wish that I had you on tape
I dont remember what its like
Hard times baby, I need help
I dont think my stars align
In bad times, I dont think Ill make it out
When you raise your voice
youre tearing out my spine
Ive got a heart half full, but I still I spill
The same way I spill my red wine
But in a moment you slip
And put your lip upon my lip
I wont sue you
Ill be real with you
Hard times baby I need you
I dont speak aloud I only text
Your friend said that would be alright
I wade through phases I cannot express
You hear me talk in complicated rhyme
And so I just stay here planning my next step
Wait home and pace rooms
This is every night
Is it the way you react?
I place my hand upon your back
Ill be real with you
This is a crisis
You choose not to see it
I went away because aways what I needed
This is not treason but sometimes it feels it
Sometimes you lie and you lie for no reason
Id say youd stay but cant honestly mean it
I am in pain and I keep it a secret
Hard times baby I need help...
Hard times baby I need help ... (I need help...)
Its not the words that I lack
Its how your eyes look like a cats
I cant get through to you