Migraine

Am I the only one I know
我是唯一一個了解自己的人麼
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
我要向我腦袋裡面的人發起挑戰
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
就連影子都將要拋棄我了
I-I-I I've got a migraine
我頭好痛啊
And my pain will range from up, down, and sideways
這種疼痛感在我身上穿來穿去
Thank God it's Friday cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
感謝上帝，幸虧今天是周五，週五怎麼也比周日強
'Cause Sundays are my suicide days
因為周日便是我的自殺之日
I don't know why they always seem so dismal
我不知道為什麼他們看起來如此淒涼
Thunderstorms , clouds, snow and a slight drizzle
雷暴，烏雲，大雪還有這毛毛細雨的
Whether it's the weather or the ledges by my bed
管它是因為這種鬼天氣還是因為自己的煩心事
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
有時候會覺得死都要比這種頭痛輕鬆許多
Let it be said what the headache represents
你能理解我現在腦袋有多痛嗎
It's me defending in suspense
就像是費勁心力為自己辯解，卻得不到任何結果
It's me suspended in a defenseless test
就像是自己被迫參加一個毫無準備的考試
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
一個嚴酷的考官一直監視著你
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts
這就可以代表著我內心的絕望了吧
I do not have writer's block my writer just hates the clock
我可不會遇到什麼心力憔悴的時候，我的腦袋可是不眠不休的
It will not let me sleep I guess I 'll sleep when I'm dead
可我的腦袋也從不會讓我入睡，我覺得我只有死去才會得到解脫吧
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
有時候會覺得死都要比這種頭痛輕鬆許多
Am I the only one I know
我是唯一一個了解自己的人麼
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
我要向我腦袋裡面的人發起挑戰
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
就連影子都將要拋棄我了
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
但我知道，我這也是應得的
Yeah yeah yeah
耶耶耶
I am not as fine as I seem
我看起來似乎是個好人
Pardon, me for yelling and telling you green gardens
抱歉，我要對你開始吼叫了
Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me
我可不是什麼好人，腦袋裡的我是一個不同的我
A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees
那是一個以被燒焦的枯樹為食的野獸
Freeze frame, please let me paint a mental picture portrait
快別動，讓我為另外的一個我畫張肖像
Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead
有些事你絕對不會忘，我的額頭其實是一個牢門
And how it is a door that hold's back contents
一個束縛著另外一個我的牢門
That makes Pandora's box contents look non-violent
裡面的我比潘多拉魔盒的怪物恐怖的多
Behind my eyelids are islands of violence
在我的眼瞼後面有一個殘暴的孤島
My mind ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find
我的心靈小船在孤島的附近被毀壞了
I did not know it was such a violent island
我根本不知道這個一個如此兇殘的孤島
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
周圍被巨浪包圍，還有一群狂躁的獅子
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
它們還想吃掉我，血液從它們的嘴邊流了下來
And I know that I can fight, or I can let the lion win
我要么上去戰鬥，要么就讓它們吃掉我
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
我不得不收集那些我能找到的武器
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind
有時候你為了活下去不得不做你並不想做的事
Am I the only one I know
我是唯一一個了解自己的人麼
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
我要向我腦袋裡面的人發起挑戰
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
就連影子都將要拋棄我了
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
但我知道，我這也是應得的
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
我想說我應該會花上一天來逃離這裡
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone
去逃離這種頭痛，並不是只有我一人承受這種痛苦
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
我想說我應該去選擇一個時機去重新佔有自己的身體
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
我要把另外的一個我封印起來，生活畢竟還是充滿希望的
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
我想說我應該會花上一天去逃離這裡
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone
去逃離這種頭痛，並不是只有我一人承受這種痛苦
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
我想說我應該去選擇一個時機去重新佔有自己的身體
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
我要把另外的一個我封印起來，生活畢竟還是充滿希望的
Am I the only one I know
我是唯一一個了解自己的人麼
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
我要向我腦袋裡面的人發起挑戰
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
就連影子都將要拋棄我了
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
但我知道，我這也是應得的
Made it this far?
應得的嗎？
Made it this
算是吧