****ed It Up

[Chorus: Lava La Rue]
Didn't really know how I ****** it -
But I really ****** it up
X4
[Verse: Lava La Rue]
Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful
Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full -
I'm too full
And this cavity queen she be mad at me-
My tooth pulled
N I can see you got a question...
Thoughts burning in your heart like indigestion
My preference, It's treacherous?
Nah
Deep down I just wanna be loved -
No point little bun tryna total the sum
Hadda stop cryin cause my vocals be done
Alone on my ones
Why not end it before it's even begun
Have we even begun ?
You cut my ribs on a rainy day
Mount Goliath I was hiding tryna play it safe
Baby angel know your demons one day fade away -
Fade away and I still got you till I kick the hay
I know you prolly think I'm scheming
Ankles scratch deep in the dirt while I'm screaming :
Our innocence was stolen so I told myself I'm dreaming
Autopilot preservation never done redeem me
Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful
Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full -
My tooth pulled -
And then my wisdom teeth grew back:
Angry Taurus red bull with a blue back
See
I'm no longer the subject on your canvass -
If the flowers died -
I want a lover not an actress
Well wether this was real or just practice....
You left your print like memory mattress
[Chorus: Lava La Rue]
Didn't really know how I ****** it -
But I really ****** it up
X4
[BRIDGE]
I can't help it baby
If you could see how much I'm hurting. x2
Hurting (yeah yeah yeah)<比如>well i’門忽然停 (yeah yeah yeah) 小2<比如>[chorus fadeout]<比如>