Tobacco In My Sheets

There's tobacco in my sheets
我的床單上還留有煙草
I know you won't be proud
我知道你不會覺得驕傲
You always taught me not to be the kind of woman that I seem to be becoming now
我現在似乎成為了你總是教導我不要成為的那種女人
There's an empty bag of something
空空如也的包包還裝有一些東西
On the table by my bed
就放在我床邊的桌子上
Yeah I know you wouldn't like it
我知道你不會喜歡這些
But it's the only thing that gets him out my head
但這是唯一能幫我把他從我的腦海裡趕出的方法
Oh mama, I hope you understand
媽媽，我希望你能理解我
Cause when daddy broke your heart I held your hand
因為當爸爸傷了你的心時，是我牽著你的手
I'm not a smoker or a drinker, just a crazy over thinker
我不抽煙也不喝酒，只是一個想太多而把自己逼瘋的人
And I need a little medicine
並且我還需要一點藥
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望你那顆破碎的心也能理解我
There's someone that I hardly know
有個我幾乎不認識的人
Knocking at my door
在敲著我的門
He's a pretty good distraction but he's not even a fraction of the one before
他是用來分散我注意力的好選擇，但是他不及他的萬分之一
And if I'm being honest
如果要讓我實話實說
I'm starting to scare myself
我已經開始害怕自己了
Know I hate to disappoint you
你知道，我討厭讓你感到失望
But if I can't tell you I can't tell nobody else
但是除了你，我沒有任何可以傾訴的人
Oh mama, I hope you understand
媽媽，我希望你能理解
Cause I watched you hiding tears when daddy ran
因為當爸爸離開時，我看到你在偷偷哭泣
I'm not a smoker or a drinker just a crazy over thinker
我不抽煙也不喝酒，只是一個想太多而把自己逼瘋的人
And I need a little medicine
我還需要一點藥
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望即使你的心破碎了，也能理解我
I swear I'm sorry if I'm letting you down
我發誓，如果我讓你感到失望，我很抱歉
Did you ever feel how I'm feeling now?
你能感覺到我如今的感受嗎？
And can youtell me how you found a way out?
你能告訴我，如何才能找到一條出去的路嗎？
Can you be my *******?
你能拯救我嗎？
Cause god I tried everything else
我嘗試了所有辦法都無法得到解脫
Oh mama, I just don't understand
媽媽，我不知道
How you still raised up my brother to a man
你是如何獨自一人將我哥哥撫養長大
Were you a smoker or a drinker
你是否也曾抽煙喝酒
Or a crazy over thinker?
你是否也曾想太多而把自己逼瘋
Did you need a little medicine?
你是否也曾需要一些藥
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望你也能理解我破碎的心