Requiem

I can't help but tell myself that I wish I found out earlier
忍不住問自己，為什麼沒有早日發現
Never could I have imagined how this could have happened to me… to us… to you…
我從來沒有想到這樣的事情會發生在我們之間
I keep sifting through questions vacant of answers
我不停地在否認那些沒有結果的問題
Only to feel the sands of hope slipping through powerless fingers
看著希望從我手中滑落
Dreams of grandeur lay in ruin, and everything that once was, will never be again
宏偉的夢想毀於一旦，曾經的一切將永遠不再
How am I to pick up the pieces?
如何挽回我們
I've grown distant
我變得冷淡
I've become hollow
變得空虛
Not a moment passes that I don't beg to take your place
一刻也沒有過去，我依然想你
I just can't hold myself together anymore
情不自禁，難以自控
When alone I look in the mirror and I can't even force a smile let alone breathe with ease
看著鏡子裡的我，沒有笑容，無法呼吸
How can I have the capacity to be when my heart's in constant atrophy?
心如刀割，我到底該怎麼辦
Heartache is a lot more than it seems and why do I carry on?
心如刀割，我到底該怎麼辦？
Well, I know it’s what you would have wanted but it’s hard to breathe when you’re gone
為什麼一直心痛？
I swear I’ll make you proud
這不就是你想要的嗎？
I'll miss our conversations and I'm sorry we couldn't grow old together
我想要成為你的驕傲
We will meet again even if it takes forever
我違背了我的承諾，我們不能一起變老。
I won't go cold nor will I slowly wither
也可能永遠無法見面
This isn't fair, but I see the sun
我不會就此萎靡不振
Coming to terms with our final farewell
因為我看到了陽光
All has unwillingly come undone
去迎接我們最後的告別
Dreaming away
所有的一切都被毀了
Floating free
美夢破碎
Visions of amber spilling grief
破敗不堪
We'll dream again
悲痛欲絕的景象
I won’t forget
我們會再像夢中那樣嗎？
I'll heal and mend
不會忘記
I'll find content
夢會痊癒
Sunsets of golden rose
會如我所想
Spirits dance beyond the cold
如同金色玫瑰的日落
You reside in the meadow of my memories in gleaming light
靈魂在冷風中擺動
Eternal glow
你住在我的記憶的草甸熠熠光芒
Ethereal
優雅的光
Gone with the tides
散落著
Without the grace in which you gave
隨著潮汐流動
I would have drowned, I would have caved
沒有你的愛
Although you're gone, you're always here
我會溺亡，我會墮落
I'll find my way and meet you there
你走了，但是你一直在
Thank you
我們在路的終點相遇
Things are better now
謝謝你
I'm holding on
如今一切都在變得更好
I have so much to tell you when we meet again
堅持不懈
I know you'd be proud of me
當我們再次見面的時候我有好多話對你說
I think about you all the time
那時你會因我而驕傲
I miss you
無時無刻不在想你