Killed in Kyoto

The doctors all tell me whats wrong with my brain
But I cant love myself if you force me to change
Theyre shoving pills down my throat saying itd numb the pain
But if I love you I would never wish the same
I DONT WANT TO LIVE IF IM SOMEBODY ELSE
I SPENT SO MANY YEARS ALWAYS HATING MYSELF
I WOULD RATHER LOVE ME REGARDLESS OF MY MINDS HEALTH
CAUSE THIS IS THE ONLY ME THATLL EVER WALK THIS LIVING HELL
AND IVE LEARNED TO APPRECIATE MY LIFE ONCE I FELL
SHES AN ANGEL BUT LUCIFER WAS AS WELL
AND IVE LEARNED TO APPRECIATE MY LIFE ONCE I FELL
SHES AN ANGEL BUT LUCIFER WAS AS WELL
It only takes a moment to turn somebodys heart rotten
It took me years to change and still the pain havent forgotten
美しい噓もつけずに透明な人に憧れて
めを塞いで見えた物わ冬に落ちた夢の匂い
かぜに觸れたらさらわれるかな
秘密に咲いたスロウモウション
がかなか
かぜに觸れたらさらわれるかな
秘密に咲いたスロウモウション
がかなか