It's Not The Same Anymore

I'll keep the pictures saved in a safe place
把張照片存在安全的地方
While I look so weird
但這其中的我看起來好怪
My face has changed now
像變了一個人
It's a big shame
這是一種極大的羞恥
So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth
數不清的感受想從我口中掙扎而出
And it's not that rare for me to let myself down
讓自己失望也並不是多麼稀奇
In a big way
如此失望
But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that
所幸時間充裕我找到足夠多的理由來接受現實
It's not the same anymore
往日熱情不再
I lost the joy in my face
喜悅從我的臉上流逝
My life was simple before
我的生活曾經很簡單
I should be happy, of course
當然我應該開心
But things just got much harder
但一切逐漸變得艱難
Now it's just hard to ignore
如今只是難以忽視
It's not the same anymore
往日熱情不再
It's not the same anymore
往日熱情不再
It's not the same, but, it's not a shame 'cause
往日熱情不再但這並不可恥因為
I spend a long time putting up with people
長時間以來我都在容忍別人
Putting on best face
擺出最友善的模樣
It's only normal when you stop things in the wrong way
當事物誤入歧途伸手阻攔才是唯一出路
It's only four o'clock and still, it's been a long day
雖然才4點多但這一天已經很漫長
I just wanna hit the hay
我只想上床睡覺
People knocking on me like every day
每天都有人跟我打交道
I'm tired of taking stress
而我已經疲於應付壓力
If only there could be another way
要是有得選擇該多好啊
I'm tired of feeling suppressed
我已經厭倦了這份壓抑
And when they want me the most
當他們最愛戴我的時候
I'm tired of acting like I care, but I do
雖然厭倦了裝作在乎的樣子但我確實在乎
And I can't wait to hit the bed
我等不及想鑽進被窩
But tomorrow makes me scared
但明天讓我心生恐懼
'Cause it's not the same anymore
因為往日熱情不再
I lost the joy in my face
喜悅從我的臉上流逝
My life was simple before
我的生活曾經很簡單
I should be happy, of course (Of course)
當然我應該開心（當然啦）
But things just got much harder
但一切逐漸變得艱難
Now it's just hard to ignore
如今只是難以忽視
It's not the same anymore (It's not the same)
一切不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
It's not the same anymore ( It's not the same)
一切不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
Oh-oh
(It's not the same)
不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
(It's not the same)
不再如常
Oh-oh
I kept the feelings inside
我把這些感受壓抑在心裡
I open up when shit gets built up this high
但當它們逐漸壘起高牆也會釋放
She makes it easy to cry
她總是輕易讓我流下淚水
The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise
那些話語傾瀉而出不再有任何偽裝
I miss the days when I was someone else
我想念曾經當時我還不是這副模樣
I used to be so hungry
我原來十分充滿渴望
Right now, my stomach's full of air
如今虛無充滿了我的身體
And I've spent many months just hating on myself
多少個月來我都在憎恨自己
I can't keep wishing things will be different
我不能總指望著變化自己發生
Or leaving problems on the shelf
或者乾脆對問題視而不見
I wish I didn't need to get help
真希望自己不需要別人來幫
But I do
但我真的需要
But I do
但我真的需要
Oh-oh-oh
I been so hard on myself, yeah
我對自己太過苛求
Even my family can tell
甚至我的家人也都知道
And they barely saw what I felt
他們很少了解我的感受
I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else
我不希望任何人和我一樣即使是我的敵人
It's not the same
這並不一樣
(It's not the same)
這並不一樣
(It's not the same)
這並不一樣
It's not the same as before
現在和從前不一樣
It's not the same anymore
也不再重蹈過去覆轍
And it's fine because
這是一件好事因為
I've learned so much from before
我吸取了從前諸多的教訓
Now I'm not sure on advice
現在我不確定能給出建議
There's no excuses at all
根本就沒有藉口
No point in feeling upset
沒理由陷入低落
Won't take my place on my floor
不會再讓這情緒佔據我一點一滴
I'll stand up straight like I'm tall
我會重新站起挺起胸膛
It's up to me, no one else
生活由我做主而不是別人
I'm doing this for myself
我為自己下定決心
It's not the same anymore
未來不再重蹈過去覆轍
It's better
新生活會更好
It got better
舊疼痛能痊癒
It's not the same anymore
未來不再重蹈過去覆轍
It's better
新生活會更好
Yeah, yeah
Oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh