Trust

I set a fire on the stove
在火爐裡點燃柴火
And fed it every word I wrote
把我寫的東西都丟進去
I watched my journals turn to smoke
眼睜睜看著我的日記化為煙燼
Now all there is is what I spoke
現在留下的只有我的口邊的無形文字
I decided long ago
我早就下定決心
To make the most of what I know
要盡量把事情悟透
And worry not of what I don't
真想不通的就不去管它
Perfect the art of letting go
放下是多麼舒服的事兒
Cause if I trust in something else
如果我有了某種信仰
Then I don't need to trust myself
或許就不用再相信自己
I've learned a lot since I began
現在我知道的東西很多
But I think I was wiser then
可是卻沒了最初那股聰明勁兒
I've done too much and not enough
我嘗試過很多次但還是做不到
In trying to put you above
我不能把你當作我的信仰
I cannot tell if I'm in love
我不知道我是否愛你
Or whose regard I'm thinking of
也不明白我在討誰的注意
If beauty is the only way
如果只有美好
To make the nightmares go away
才能驅散夢魘
I'll plant a garden in your brain
那我會在你的腦海裡建座花園
And let the roots absorb the pain
讓那新生的植根吸走你的痛楚
I set a fire to my soul
我引燃靈魂
I hope it ate til it was full
只為填補心中的缺洞
I set a fire to my soul
我引燃靈魂
It burned me and it made me whole
燒痛自己讓身心成熟