God

Yeah
Yeah
I wish I could just be honest
我希望我倒是真誠了
Wish I didn't have to lie
希望我沒有撒謊
Just wish I would' ve kept that promise
希望我沒有違背誓言
When I'm starin' at the mirror
當我盯著鏡子
I just don't see myself inside it
我看不到自己
Wish I could go back in time
我希望能回到過去
Get through high school
念完高中
And go to college, but I just can't now
去上大學但是我現在不行了
And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
我永遠都回不去了我讓家里人失望了
It's funny everybody sayin', 'You the man, now'
現在他們都說“你最厲害了”就有點搞笑了
But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
但是不管這些錢到底有多少
It 'll never take away the pain I caused
它們都無法彌補我自己造的孽
'Cause yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
因為上帝啊我對你不忠過
At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那時候我並不知道感恩上帝
At my lowest points
在我最低落的時候
I went as far sayin', 'I hate you, God'
我甚至說出了“我恨你上帝”
And nothin' is okay right now
現在一切都不再好了
No one feels my pain right now
沒有人知道我的痛苦
If I didn't have my team
如果沒有我的團隊
I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
我可能現在就把自己的頭爆了
But I'm just hopin', yeah
不過我只是希望
But I'm just hopin'
只是希望
Yeah, I'm just hopin'
我也只能希望了
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
上帝啊我過去對你不忠
At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那時候的我也並不知道感恩上帝
At my lowest points
在我最低落的時候
I went as far sayin', 'I hate you, God'
我甚至說出了“我恨你上帝”
And nothin' is okay right now
現在一切都不再好了
No one feels my pain right now
沒有人知道我的痛苦
If I didn't have my team
如果不是我的團隊
I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
我可能現在就把自己的頭爆了
But I'm just hopin', yeah
不過我只是希望
I'm just hopin'
我只是希望
I'm just hopin' someone cares
我只是希望有人能關心
Yeah, I'm just hopin' someone's there
我只是希望有人能陪伴
Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God
我曾不知感恩
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
甚至失去了對你的信仰上帝
Yeah, I'm a liar
我撒了不少慌
I'm a cheater
我是個騙子
I'm a sinner
我是個罪人
I'm on fire
我被地獄之火炙烤著
And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
我喝酒喝到我的血液都被稀釋了
I'm an—addict
我酒精成癮
I'm a loser
我是個爛人
I'm a quitter
我放棄過
And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure
我甚至拿走了不屬於我的東西所以你覺得
Anyone would love me? I can't even love myself
有人會愛我嗎？我自己都不愛自己
So many broken hearts
太多受傷的心
But I couldn't tell you one I've felt
但我對你說不出那究竟是什麼感覺
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是對於痛苦麻木了吧
And everytime someone gets close to my heart
每一次有人接近我的心
I just end up runnin' away (away, 'way, 'way)
最終我都逃掉了
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是對於痛苦麻木了吧
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是對於痛苦麻木了吧
'Cause I just end up runnin' away
因為最終我都會逃開
Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是對於痛苦麻木了吧