Supposed To Be

I'm waiting for a word to feel different from the others I've heard
我正在等待一個形容能讓我感覺自己與眾不同
I'm tired of my voice but I'm bound to it , these are my choices
我厭倦了自己的聲音，但我必須這樣做，這些是我的選擇
It's endless, this debate
這場辯論永無止境
The misapplied philosophy, the shadows in the cave
被誤用的哲學，洞穴裡的陰影
The two dogs at my feet
兩隻狗在我腳下
And I decide which one will die, who starves and who eats
我決定哪一個會死，哪一個該餓著，哪一個該吃
The more I sit and stare they look the same to me
我越是坐著盯著它們看，它們在我看來就越是一樣
They offer up a bleeding question in their teeth
他們咬牙切齒地提出了一個血淋淋的問題
And I'm surprised when it's my voice that speaks
我很驚訝，說話的居然是我自己的聲音
What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be now?
我該變成怎樣? 我現在該是怎麼樣？
And it's quiet, and I'm alone
And indifferent to the things I can know
這裡很安靜，我很孤獨
I've exhausted my interest
我對我能知道的事情漠不關心
In the contradicting plates in me, the struggling shift
我已經沒有興趣了
And I'm sorry for the mess
在我內心矛盾的板塊，掙扎著在漂移
To you for sure, or even more, myself, most, I guess
很抱歉這裡一團糟
See the once the bells that rang throughout my hanger head
對你來說是肯定的如此，我想對我自己來說更是如此
They caution me awake we thought that you were dead
看那曾經響徹我衣架頭的鐘聲
Go testify your fundamental need
他們警告我醒來，我們以為你死了
What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be now?
快去證明你的本質的需求吧
What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be now?
我該變成怎樣? 我現在該是怎麼樣？
Pirouette the waltz across the tight
我該變成怎樣? 我現在該是怎麼樣？
We'll tie a dream that pulls that asked to colonize your mind
The life you want, the life you likely need（
穿著緊身衣踮腳跳著華爾茲舞
What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be now?
我們以夢想為線來牽扯你的想法
What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be now?
告訴你）你想要的生活，你可能需要的生活
Now that I can see what I'm supposed to be now
我該變成怎樣? 我現在該是怎麼樣？