是Carson沒有heart (sky voice cover)

I'm sick of loving
我不想再去喜歡誰了
Every time it's just a misconception
我總是以為我喜歡的人也喜歡我，可其實不是的
I find a girl
我碰到一個女孩兒
And she lead me into a new dimension
她讓我對愛情有了新的理解
Thinking 'bout the future
她讓我開始憧憬未來
Counting out all of our blessings
她讓我感到能活著真是太好了，能遇見她真是太好了
And then I find out it's all fake
然後我發現，這些全是假的
And she leaves me guessing
然後她就離開了，我不知道為什麼
I guess I learned my lesson
我猜她就是來教會我成長的吧，好的我學會了
I guess we're better ended
我猜我們最好的結局就是分開吧，好的我們分開了
I wish I never gave my heart out
我真希望自己沒把整顆心掏出來給她看
Dummy should've kept it
像我這樣的傻子就應該保護好自己
Just like a piece of paper
而不是讓她輕輕鬆松撕碎我的心
She ripped my heart in half
就像輕輕鬆松撕碎一張紙
I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
我覺得我就是那類永遠不會被誰珍惜的人吧
But it's fine
算了，沒關係
Soon I'll just get used to it
總會習慣的
To keep my mind off of love
只要我不再渴望得到就好了
I'll just do stupid shit
我就隨便想做些沒意義的事情來活著吧
I fell asleep
比如睡覺
Questioning is anyone for me
比如不再輕易相信任何人
Laying on my back using
比如難過的時候
Music as a remedy
我就躺下來聽聽音樂
Listening and writing
寫兩首歌
All these sad songs
我寫了好多壓抑的歌
Happy for a bit
但也偶爾寫一首快樂的歌
But doesn't last long
只偶爾寫一首，畢竟快樂總是短暫的
I'm Trynna find the joy
我會在這渾渾噩噩的生活裡
In all this chaos
找到能讓我高興起來的事兒
Keep on praying
其餘的就交給上帝吧
For my future hope it pays off
我要向怹祈禱，希望所有的付出終有回報