All of Me

Been getting harder and harder to stay awake
如今要強撐清醒真是變得愈發困難
Im hearing voices inside my mind
我能夠清晰聽聞內心的聲音
They keep telling me Im not worth anything
總在貶斥著我說我是如何一文不值
And Ive been thinking that theyve been right
而我自己也不由地默認贊同

You said you would save me
你曾說要救我擺脫現狀
But I dont wanna save myself
我卻只想如此自甘墮落
And you can take me as I am
你能夠包容我最真實的模樣
But I am nothing left all
可我只剩下這一具空殼

All of me insecure
滿懷不安的我
I cant begin to love myself
連愛我自己也做不到
No more no more
如此無力無法自愛

I'm scared of consequences
我對日後所可能產生的後果
They're running through my head
都深感恐懼可怖的想像總湧溢而出
Cuz I don't want to hurt your tender heart
只因我實在不願令你柔軟脆弱的心受傷
Been taking things for granted
曾將所有一切都視為理所當然
But now I understand
但如今我已然領悟

You said you would save me
你曾說要救我擺脫現狀
But I dont wanna save myself
我卻只想如此自甘墮落
And you can take me as I am
你能夠包容我最真實的模樣
But I am nothing left all
可我只剩下這一具空殼

All of me insecure
滿懷不安的我
I cant begin to love myself
連愛我自己也做不到
No more no more
如此無力無法自愛

Cuz I cant fight with myself anymore
因為我不想再言行不一自相矛盾
I feel no emotion
只覺如此麻木
Why can I say that I havent spoken to you, no
那我又怎能對你說自己從未曾袒露真心實意

You said it gets better
你曾安慰說都會好起來
It only got worse
事實卻只是變得更糟
But I dont resent you
但我絕非是在責怪你
Im just jealous and hurt
我只是感到嫉妒而又痛苦
Cuz I wanna be better
我渴望成為更好的自我
I wanna reimburse
由此便能償還回報
All that you've done cuz darling all
你毫無保留給予我的那一切

All of me insecure
滿懷不安的我
I cant begin to love myself
連愛我自己也做不到
No more no more
如此無力無法自愛

Cuz I cant fight with myself anymore
因為我不想再言行不一自相矛盾
I feel no emotion
只覺如此麻木
Why can I say that I havent spoken to you, no
那我又怎能對你說自己從未曾袒露真心實意