losing myself

Losing myself, losing control
Fell in love, now I'm losing my soul
I don't want nobody else, I don't know if you can tell
I just wanna feel okay, countin' cash up every day
Foreign cars, I'm swervin' out the bando
Pour me up a four and drop a Benzo
I don't know if they're really my friends, oh
I don't know who'll be here 'til the end, oh
'Til the end, 'til the end, I'll be left alone again
I don't wanna go to school, I don 't wanna make no friends
Who is real? Who is fake? Why is it so hard to say?
I don't know if I'm okay, I don't know if I'm okay
And I'm always gettin' paid, new girl every day
But the pain won't go away, it don't matter what they say
And I'm runnin' out of time now, yeah
Takes a lot for me to rhyme now, yeah
When I'm done, I like to stay down, 'cause
I can't trust what people say now, yeah
Losing myself, losing control
Fell in love, now I'm losing my soul
I don't want nobody else, I don't know if you can tell
I just wanna feel okay, countin' cash up every day
Foreign cars, I'm swervin' out the bando
Pour me up a four and drop a Benzo
I don't know if they're really my friends, oh
I don' t know who'll be here 'til the end, oh