if u love me now (acoustic)

I could read your mind
I know what youre thinking
This is not what you signed up for
I could pray to God
But Im not invested
And you get what you pay for
Ive been trying to find out if anyone
Feels truly happy because of all that they have done
Cause I always seem to want more
Provided that I can get some
Theres me in the corner throwing a fit
Making a mess of it
Dont you love me now?
Theres me under the table, hiding from my
Lovers and my allies
Dont you love me now?
Its just a hypothesis I test
That I should not exist
Dont you love me now?
Theres me in the doorway telling you please
You should just let me leave
If you love me now
I could bite my tongue
Trying not to say it
That my love for you looks different
I could bide my time
Hoping I can fix it
But it goes against my instincts
And Ive been trying to find out if anyone
Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone
Cause I always seem to give it up
Provided that I can get some
Theres me in the corner throwing a fit
Making a mess of it
Dont you love me now?
Theres me under the table hiding from my
Lovers and my allies
Dont you love me now?
Its just a hypothesis I test
That I should not exist
Dont you love me now?
Theres me in the doorway telling you please
You should just let me leave
If you love me now
Theres me
Theres me
Theres me...