Colorblind (Original Mix)

I was wrong
我做錯了
And I'm sorry for that
我對此非常抱歉
Things just haven't been the same
一切都改變了模樣
Since I got my mind back
我已經恢復了理智
And I try to hide the pain
我嘗試著掩飾痛苦
But I'm never good at that
但我發現我做不到
You can love me, you can hate me
你可以愛我，也可以恨我
I just want my soul back
我只想要回我那殘餘的靈魂
And if there really is no God
如果世上真無上帝
Who the **** is in my head?
那我腦海裡存在的人是誰
Planting seeds of deceit
一直栽種著欺騙的種子
I guess this must be the end
我想這就是結局了
They say the grass is always greener on the other side
他們說芳草常青
But every time I try, I go colorblind
每時每刻我都在嘗試著改變，最終我成為了色盲
I was wrong
我做錯了
And I 'm sorry for that
我對此非常抱歉
Things just haven't been the same
一切都改變了模樣
Since I got my mind back
我已經恢復了理智
And I try to hide the pain
我嘗試著掩飾痛苦
But I'm never good at that
但我發現我做不到
You can love me, you can hate me
你可以愛我，也可以恨我
I just want my soul back
我只想要回我那殘餘的靈魂
And if there really is no God
如果世上真無上帝
Who the **** is in my head?
那我腦海裡存在的人是誰
Planting seeds of deceit
一直栽種著欺騙的種子
I guess this must be the end
我想這就是結局了
They say the grass is always greener on the other side
他們說芳草常青
But every time I try, I go colorblind
每時每刻我都在嘗試著，最終我成為了色盲
I've been having ******* trouble sleeping
我晝夜無眠
Every thought, that's in my head
我的腦海中湧現出一個個想法
Is telling me to lose my grip and just end it
告訴我已經失去控制，需要擺脫它
No consequences, I have nothing left
我已一無所有
I thought this life was something more than itself
我認為這種生活已無法忍受
I'm going crazy, can't trust myself
我已經瘋了，無法控制住自己
So please just let me go, and try to find home
所以讓我離開這吧，讓我去尋找一個新的家
If I lose myself I know that I'll always be alone
我已迷失自我，我將永陷孤獨
****
該死的！ ！ ！