Forgive Me

[Verse 1]
Have I lost myself?
When they turn away my helping hand, no they dont want my help
They dont feel my pain, no Ill just get in the way
When that flame burns out, then its never the same
Where the ************* did all my friends go?
If you see em will you say hello?
Let em know its all good, LinX said so
Im kidding ima get em all
No friend of mine they should put that on your mother****** headstone
Focused on my return, the comeback I deserve
Im putting work so every verse is more absurd
Im going berserk, now you ******sve struck a nerve
For what its worth, they in the grave and throwing dirt
They say Im killin em all, get rid of em all
I dont see the point in playing if youre willing to fall
Startin to kinda question, are you really involved?
Because youre acting like a *** ********** and Im sick as a dog, forgive me
[Interlude/Chorus]
'Watchu doing LinX?'
'Its okay, I got this'
'What are you in this for, really?'
'I dont know... Music? Nah, this is only ******g revenge'
'Yeah'
'Just think this through'
[Verse 2]
With a ski mask and a buck knife screaming ************* life, I dont need this anyways
I got this world set for detonate
And correct me if Im wrong but we all seen a better day
I been living out my life like a renegade
Watching all my people fade away, thought wed never change
Lost the only girl I loved just the other day
And I just havent been myself since she went away
But now my exs wanna be reconnected
Was it something that I said? Something that I texted
Something on my neck, something like my necklace
Something I dont need, something reckless?
I just want to see some cheese selling records
Where were you when I was sleeping on a bench?
Now its 30 thou (thousand) in the crowd, I dont even flinch
Mami Im the *************t, what am I to think? I am so legit
By the looks of this Ill be getting rich
And the funny thing about it is youll never see a cent
You were digging in your pockets, you can barely pay the rent
What did you expect? howd this play it in your head
What youd follow me on Twitter now apparently we friends?
Ima hold this to the end, buried in the ground
*************t, Id go to town if they ever let me out
Vengence on my mind, let em know its going down
If I turned this up loud, can you mother******s hear me now?
[Interlude/Chorus 2]
'Alright, so...'
'Its like what do they, what do they need?'
'Long time coming'
'Whats the point of this?'
'So I told em'
'Gotta give em something now'
'Its what I ******g told em'
'Its about that time'
'Its like they really want more ? Ill give em more'
'M.O.R'
[Verse 3]
Theres something new about me, I dont feel the same
Im in a new place starting up a new game
I keep it moving like Im giving out a suitcase
Waiting for this moment to arrive but its too late
Im obsessed with the thought of success
The reason that Im missing is the reason that I left
I see em playing checkers but the boy playing chess
Thinkin 10 moves ahead, I can see em getting stressed
And they damn well better be
Cos I dont see no competition, Im my own worst enemy
Bottle of Jack got me acting like a psychopath
The way I party I dont know why they invite me back
Ive hit a low but I know Im getting close
The stars are aligned, all I see is open road
Its all in my reach, there aint nothing outta sight
Its a brand new day but its time to say goodnight, forgive me