carelessly

I am only as good as my ideas
我只是像我的想法一樣樂觀
I am holding you back from your tears
我只是在試圖止住你的眼淚
I am hoping youll be here for years
我希望你能在這里呆上幾年
I am hoping youll hold me for years
我希望你能這樣抱著我幾年
Self care is a waste on me
自顧對我來說是種浪費
Though its not that I live carelessly
儘管我並非活得漫不經心
All that Ive ever wanted
我渴望著的一切
Falls short to crawl in this boys apartment
不過是在這男孩的公寓久久停留
On the regular, Ive lied
我撒了謊，再正常不過了
By the reservoir, Ive cried
我流了淚，在那水池邊上
For that night
那一晚
I am only as good as my ideas
我只是像我的想法一樣樂觀
I am holding you back from your tears
我只是在試圖止住你的眼淚
I am hoping youll be here for years
我希望你能在這里呆上幾年
I am hoping youll hold me for years
我希望你能這樣抱著我幾年
All I wanna do is
我只想
Live alone without losing touch with
獨自生活而不失去你的聯繫
Something regular in my life
不失去你在我生活中的美好
By the reservoir, I cried
我在水池邊獨自流淚
For a better time, late nights
因為這良夜沒有你在
Restless, dressed, but Im alright
掙扎不安卻盛裝打扮
I know Im alive
我清楚自己仍然活著
I think self doubt will be the death of me
自我懷疑將是我的終期
Could I be alone?
我可以獨自一人嗎？
For the record, Im nervous but Im not afraid
說實話我有些緊張但我並不恐懼
For the record, I loved it through all misery
說實話我深愛於所有痛苦與不幸
For the record, I never thought I wouldnt change
聽好了我從未想過我會矢志不渝
For the record, I loved you and all that you gave me
聽好了我愛你與你給予我的一切
My life could be simple
我的一生竟可以這樣簡單
Follow me back to my room
就跟我一起回家吧
Carelessly I am
我是如此漫不經心
Wide awake thinking about all I have
全神貫注地想著擁有的一切
I dont want you to think
我不想讓你誤會
That I dont wonder
其實我從未懷疑
Could I be alone?
我可以獨自一人嗎？
Should I be alone?
我應該獨自一人嗎？