derelict

Oh mother, sure it makes you cry
to see your only son like this
… wherever yoy may be these days
It has been a year now that I can find no sleep
No matter what I try I fail
So I can see precisely how my blood fades away
A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay
(Chorus:)
I live in hell
There's no other words for this place
I cannot tell
what turned my life into this maze – I'm left alone
On this whole
a derelicts is what I am
A fallen soul
a wandering shadow of a man losing his mind
The ones who are against me, I fear them all around
What have I done, what is their plan
Is it just paranoia, I don't know what's going on
A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom?
Chorus