Weight (Prod. killedmyself)

Has my heart grown colder
我心灰意冷
My bones got older
不堪一擊了嗎
Does the whole world still
還是這令人憎恨的世界依舊
Weights on my shoulders
熱衷於壓迫我的肩膀
Is it me Am I real
我又是否真正存在
I cant feel anything
可笑我什麼都感覺不到
Am I stronger as I wished I could be
我是否如自己當初期望的那般堅強
Has my heart grown colder
我心灰意冷
My bones got older
不堪一擊了嗎
Does the whole world still
還是這畸輕畸重的世界依舊
Weights on my shoulders
熱衷於壓迫我的肩膀
Is it me Am I real
我又是否真正存在
Do I feel Do I breahthe
能感覺得到自己在苟延殘喘嗎
Im not stronger as I wished I could be
我並沒有如自己當初期望的那般堅強
Its always
世俗總是
The same story
留下千篇一律的說法
Dont you worry
嘿別擔心
Be good to others youll be rewarded
多多益善你終會得到回報
I cant help it Im never sober
我做不到其實我根本從未清醒過
Pains the best drink and the worst hangover
痛苦是最解渴的飲料也是最糟糕的遺症
Where were you friends when I needed you
當我需要你的時候你的朋友都去哪兒了
If its not for this
如果不是為了我
What are you made for
那你到底為什麼
So many questions
數不清的問題
So many lessons
數不清的教訓
So many things to learn from
還有那麼多的人情世故要懂得辨認
And Ill never be the same
告訴你我將不會再是過去的我
So Ill never take the blame
所以我永遠不會承擔責任
But its my fault but its my fault
可笑的是終是我的過錯我必須去承擔
Heart grown colder
心灰意冷
Bones got older
不堪一擊
Is it me Am I real
我又是否真正存在
Now I can break
現在我可以打破這個規律
And I can bend
我也可以屈從這個世界
Now I can break
其實我可以打破這個規律
And I can bend
我也可以屈從這個世界
Now I can breakkk..
我真的可以做到
Has my heart grown colder
我心灰意冷
My bones got older
不堪一擊了嗎
Does the whole world still
還是這浮躁麻木的世界依舊
Weights on my shoulders
熱衷於壓迫我的肩膀
Is it me Am I real
我又是否真正存在
I can feel I can breathe
我能感覺到自己在苟延殘喘
Im stronger as I wished I could be
但是我依舊如自己當初期望的那般堅強
Has my heart grown colder
我心灰意冷
My bones got older
不堪一擊了嗎
Does the whole world still
還是這趨於表面的世界依舊
Weights on my shoulders
熱衷於壓迫我的肩膀
Is it me Am I real
我又是否真正存在
I can feel anything
我突然意識到了一切
Im stronger as I wished I could be
我依舊如自己當初期望的那般堅強