Hurt

I hurt myself today
我今日又再度沉溺在自我傷害中
To see if i still feel
為了確定我還可以感知一切
I focus on the pain
集中全部的精力感受傷痛
The only thing that's real
這是我僅存的真實
The needle tears a hole
針刺般的痛蜇
The old familiar sting
彷彿舊日的傷口
Try to kill it all away
我試著驅逐這一切
But i remember everything
但我依然將他們全部銘記於心
What have i become
什麼又是我本來的相貌呢
My sweetest friend
我最親愛的朋友
Everyone i know
而我熟知的一切
Goes away in the end
皆已經消失遠去
You could have it all
你遠遠勝於
My empire of dirt
我在這骯髒塵世中所爭奪的一切
I will let you down
而我恐於只會讓你失望
I will make you hurt
只會讓你受傷害
I wear my crown of ****
當我背負荊棘製成的王冠
On my liar's chair
在由謊言構築的王座上安坐
Full of broken thoughts
但那一切破碎滿溢的思緒
I cannot repair
我卻無法彌補
Beneath the stain of time
世界在時光的沖刷下褪去本來的顏色
The feeling disappears
我的知覺已經麻木
You are someone else
當你的靈魂走進人海
I am still right here
而我卻無法再前進一步
What have i become
什麼又是我本來的相貌呢
My sweetest friend
我最重要的朋友
Everyone i know
如今我熟知的一切
Goes away in the end
皆已消逝遠去
You could have it all
你遠遠勝於
My empire of dirt
我在這骯髒塵世中所爭奪的一切
I will let you down
而我只會辜負你的期望
I will make you hurt
讓你受到傷害
If i could start again
如果有一天我可以讓這一切重新開始
A million miles away
我會踏遍整個世界
I would keep myself
保留著那個真實的自我
I would find a way
繼續尋找那條靈魂的路