Stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我的茶涼了而我在好奇為什麼我
got out of bed at all
總是睡不著
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的雨擋住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
我什麼都看不清了
And even if I could it'll all be grey '
即使能看見也是一團灰罷了
put your picture on my wall
把你的照片掛在我的牆上
It reminds me' that it's not so bad'
它提醒著我，這不算壞
it's not so bad..
這不算怎麼壞
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我的茶涼了而我在好奇為什麼我
got out of bed at all
總是睡不著
The morning rain clouds up my window..
清晨的雨擋住了我的窗
and I can 't see at all
我什麼都看不清了
And even if I could it'll all be grey'
即使能看見也只是一團灰色罷了
put your picture on my wall
把你的照片掛在我的牆上
It reminds me' that it's not so bad'
它提醒著我，這不算壞
it's not so bad..
這不算怎麼壞
Dear Slim' I wrote but you still ain't callin
姆爺，我給你寫信了，可是你還沒有回信
I left my cell' my pager' and my home phone at the bottom
我把我的家庭住址、呼機號和電話號碼寫在了信的末尾
I sent two letters back in autumn' you must not-a got 'em
我在秋天發了兩封信，你一定沒有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
肯定是郵局出了問題或者有其他什麼情況
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
有時我會故意把地址寫的很潦草
but anyways; fuck it' what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
不管怎樣，f**k，你女兒怎麼樣？
My girlfriend's pregnant too' I'm bout to be a father
我女朋友也懷孕了，我要當父親了
If I have a daughter' guess what I'ma call her?
如果我有了一個女兒，你猜我會給他起什麼名字？
I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
我會叫他Bonnie.我聽說了你叔叔Ronnie的事，我很抱歉
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
我有個朋友因為他女朋友甩了他而自殺了
Iknow you probably hear this everyday' but I'm your biggest fan
我知道你可能天天聽見這些新聞。但是我是你忠誠的粉絲
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
我甚至搞到了你和Skam一起搞得地下音樂
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我有一個房間，裡面全是你的海報和照片
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too' that shit was fat
我喜歡你和Rawkus做的音樂，那太棒了
Anyways' I hope you get this man' hit me back'
不管怎樣，我希望你能收到這封信。哥們，給我回信啊。
just to chat' truly yours' your biggest fan
只是聊聊天罷了。此致~你最忠誠的粉絲
This is Stan
Stan

我的茶涼了而我在好奇為什麼我
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
總是睡不著
got out of bed at all
清晨的雨擋住了我的窗
The morning rain clouds up my window..
我什麼都看不清了
and I can't see at all
即使能看見也是一團灰罷了
And even if I could it'll all be grey'
把你的照片掛在我的牆上
put your picture on my wall
它提醒著我，這不算壞
It reminds me' that it's not so bad'
這還不算怎麼壞
it's not so bad..
親愛的Slim，你還沒有給我回電或者來信
Dear Slim' you still ain't called or wrote'
我希望有機會你能回信。我沒有瘋
I hope you have a chance I ain't mad
我只是覺得你不給粉絲回信這太糟糕了
I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
如果那時在你的演唱會外你不想和我說話
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
你不一定非要這麼做，但是你可以為Matthew簽個名
you didn't have to' but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
那是我的弟弟，他才六歲
That's my little brother man' he's only six years old
我們在寒風中等你
We waited in the blistering cold for you'
等了四個小時。而你只是說了一句“不”.那太糟糕了兄弟
four hours and you just said' 'No.' That's pretty shitty man
你是他的偶像，他只是想像你一樣伙計
you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man'
他比我還要迷戀你.我都沒有那麼瘋狂，雖然我也很痴迷
he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though'
我只是不想被欺騙。你還記得麼？我們在丹佛見面的時候
I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver
你說如果我寫信給你你會回信的
you said if I'd write you ' you would write back
其實我和你一樣，我也從來不知道我父親是誰
see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither
他過去總是騙我媽，還打她
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
我能從你的歌中找到共鳴.所以每當我心情不好的時候
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day'
我會開著車兜風聽你的歌
I drift away and put 'em on
因為當我沮喪的時候，我沒有別的東西聽，所以你的歌能幫我
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
我甚至在胸膛紋了你名字的紋身
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
有時，我甚至會自殘看會流多少血
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
非常刺激，那痛苦會突然向我湧來
It's like adrenaline' the pain is such a sudden rush for me
因為我尊敬你，所以我認為你說的一切都是真的
See everything you say is real' and I respect you cause you tell it
我女朋友很嫉妒，因為我無時無刻不在談論你
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
但她不像我一樣了解你，兄弟，沒人可以像我一樣了解你
But she don't know you like I know you Slim' no one does
她不會理解像我們這樣長大的人
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
你應該打電話給我，我是你不能失去的最忠誠的粉絲
You gotta call me man' I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
你真誠的朋友，Stan
Sincerely yours' Stan
P.S.我們注定在一起.
P.S. We should be together too
我的茶涼了而我在好奇為什麼我
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
總是睡不著
got out of bed at all
清晨的雨擋住了我的窗
The morning rain clouds up my window. .
我什麼都看不清了

即使能看見也是一團灰罷了
and I can't see at all
把你的照片掛在我的牆上
And even if I could it'll all be grey'
它提醒著我，這不算壞
put your picture on my wall
這不算怎麼壞
It reminds me' that it's not so bad'
親愛的“不給粉絲回電或回信先生”
it's not so bad. .
這將是我寄給你的最後一個包裹
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans'
六個月過去了，仍然沒有回信.是不是我不值得回信？
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
我知道你收到了我的上兩封信
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
我在上面以我最清楚的筆跡寫了地址
I know you got my last two letters;
這是我要寄給你的磁帶，我希望你能聽一下
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我現在在車裡,以每小時90公里速度開在公路上
So this is my cassette I'm sending you' I hope you hear it
嘿，Slim，我喝了五分之一瓶的伏特加，你猜我敢不敢開車？
I'm in the car right now' I'm doing 90 on the freeway
你知道Phil Collins的《In the Air of the Night》麼？
Hey Slim' I drank a fifth of vodka' you dare me to drive?
裡面一個人本可以救另一個溺水的人
You know the song by Phil Collins' 'In the Air of the Night'
但他沒有去救，Phil目睹了一切.在一場演出時，溺水者的鬼魂找到了Phil.
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
這就好像我是那個溺水的人，你本可以救我的，但你沒有
but didn't' then Phil saw it all' then at a a show he found him?
現在太晚了.我已經吞了1000片安眠藥.我昏昏欲睡.
That's kinda how this is' you coulda rescued me from drowning
我只是想要一封該死的回信或者一通該死的回電
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now' I'm drowsy
我希望你知道我把你所有的照片從牆上撕下來
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
我愛你！ Slim！我們本可以在一起的！想想吧！
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
現在你毀了一切！我希望你睡不著，做夢都會夢到我
I love you Slim' we coulda been together' think about it
我希望你會在夢裡醒來驚聲尖叫！
Youruined it now' I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
我希望你的良知吞噬你！希望沒有我你無法呼吸！你知道麼？ Slim！
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
閉嘴！賤人！我在說話呢！
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim
嘿！ Slim!我的女朋友在後備箱裡尖叫！
Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
我沒有割開她的喉嚨，我只是把她綁了起來
Hey Slim' that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
你知道麼?我和你不一樣.如果她窒息，她會更加痛苦，然後她同樣會死
but I didn't slit her throat' I just tied her up'
好了，該掛了，我快到橋上了
see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more' and then she'll die too
哦！糟了！我忘了我該怎麼把這盒磁帶寄出去？
Well' gotta go' I'm almost at the bridge now
剎車~~~撞擊~~~短暫的寂靜~~~很大的落水聲
Oh shit' I forgot' how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
我的茶涼了而我在好奇為什麼我

總是睡不著
car tires squealCRASHbrief silenceLOUD splash
清晨的雨擋住了我的窗
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
我什麼都看不清了
got out of bed at all
即使能看見也是一團灰罷了
The morning rain clouds up my window..
把你的照片掛在我的牆上
and I can't see at all
它提醒著我，這不算壞
And even if I could it'll all be grey'
這不算怎麼壞
put your picture on my wall
親愛的Stan，我本打算盡快回信給你的，但是我最近太忙了
It reminds me' that it's not so bad'
你說你女朋友懷孕了，她還有多久生？
it's not so bad..
聽著，我很榮幸你會給你的女兒起名字Bonnie
Dear Stan' I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
這是給你弟弟的簽名
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now' how far along is she?
我寫在了最上面
Look' I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
很抱歉我沒有在演出中看到你.我一定是把你錯過了
and here's an autograph for your brother'
不要認為我是故意的瞧不起你
I wrote it on the Starter cap
但是你說你也喜歡割腕是什麼意思？
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show' I musta missed you
我那麼說只是開玩笑
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
Come On ！哥們你怎麼回事？ ？
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
你有一些問題，Stan.我覺得你需要一些建議
I say that shit just clownin dogg'
來阻止你做一些蠢事情
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
還有，你說我們注定在一起是什麼意思？
You got some issues Stan' I think you need some counseling
這種話只會使我不想和你見面
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
我真的覺得你和你的女朋友需要彼此
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
或者也許你只需要對她好點
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
我希望你能讀到這封信.我只希望你能及時收到這封信在你傷害自己之前
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我想你現在應該還好如果你放鬆一點的話.我很高興我能鼓舞到你.
or maybe you just need to treat her better
但是，Stan
I hope you get to read this letter' I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself'
你為何如此瘋狂？試著理解一下我，我確實想你做我的粉絲
I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little' I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
我只是不想你做出瘋狂的事
why are you so mad? Try to understand' that I do want you as a fan
一周前，我在新聞中看到一件很令我噁心的事情.
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
有個傢伙喝醉了.車子從橋上墜落
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
他把他女朋友關在後備箱裡，她還懷有他的孩子
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
在車裡警方發現了一盒磁帶.但他們沒有透露是寄給誰的
and had his girlfriend in the trunk' and she was pregnant with his kid
現在想想他的名字是...是你...
and in the car they found a tape' but they didn't say who it was to
該死！ ！ ！
Come to think about' his name was.. it was you
Damn!