recuperate

I just need some time
Peace of mind to recuperate
If I keep going back and forth with you I cannot elevate
Hold you down and keep me grounded
How am I gone levitate
I work so hard to satisfy
you tell me baby wheres my break
Holding me and I still ache
It's what you doing what you say
If speak up you spazz on me doing give a *** * you mad at me
You tell me to keep it real
but really I can't be myself
I rather try with no one else and keep myself just how I am
Don't love me I don't give a damn
Im not changin who I am
I tried to work on how I am
And ended hating why I did it
What you mean I still don't get it
It's not the fact that I don't listen
Steady pulling every trigger guess my hurt ammunition
That's why you don't care to fix it
That's why you won't make a difference
This why lately you been switching
Energy off all them bitches
Roll with me like you roll swishers
Have my back like all yo niggas
This that shit that makes me iffy
Im gone need like 5 more minutes
I just need some time
Peace of mind to recuperate
If I keep going back and forth with you I cannot elevate
Hold you down and keep me grounded
How am I gone levitate
I work so hard to satisfy
you tell me baby wheres my break
Leave you now and love you later
Im not liking your behavior
Love me first hate me forever
How did we become so seprate
Im the one that kept it real loyalty to Devil's Deal
Playing cards you handed in this is how I played myself
Still was right when you went left
Now everything been twisted since trading love for common sense
It ain't too late for me to dip
Not Ella Mai so Im gone trip
Don't tie me up with competition
Im gone leave then I'll start winning
You gone lose with all your demons
I just need some time
Peace of mind to recuperate
If I keep going back and forth with you I cannot elevate
Hold you down and keep me grounded
How am I gone levitate
I work so hard to satisfy
you tell me baby wheres my break