morbid stuff

I was bored as ****
Sitting around and thinking all this morbid stuff
Like if anyone I've slept with is dead and I got stuck
On death and dying and obsessive thoughts that won't let up
It makes me feel like I'm about to throw up
I was getting high in the van in St. Catharines
While you were rubbing elbows in the art scene
And back in the city I was on a tear
High-fiving every shithead on Queen Street
Passed out on the bus ride
I got home in the morning at a quarter to ten
Everybody was sleeping in
Mom and Dad were smoking weed in the attic again
I said, 'I dont know what you want me to say'
I stood by watching as your world went up in flames
When you tried everything but the feeling stays the same
You had it all, you pissed it away
I dont know what you want me to say
'Cause back in the city I was on a tear
You had it all, you pissed it away
Back in the city without a care
I still dream about you time and time again
While Ive been sleeping in somebody elses bed
And as my body aged, the feeling, it never did