original me

Yeah
耶
Im so sick of me, wake up and hate to breathe
我厭倦了自己，醒來也不願呼吸
And I pride myself in that, so dramatic, I'll admit
我必須承認，這種戲劇性我十分引以為傲
Im so typical, my life aint difficult
我也是普通大眾的一員，擁有自在的人生
But I'm so caught up in it, just a lowlife, Ill admit
我得承認，這種生活已將我囚禁於此
Im self-critical, try-hard original
以前的我，經常自我反省追求上進
Oh, I pride myself on that, such a loser, Ill admit
即使我是個廢柴，我也為自己感到驕傲
And I ask myself when my time will come
時常捫心自問，到底什麼時候我才能出人頭地？
Will I run away, will I run away?
我會半途而廢嗎？會選擇放棄嗎？
Im the original loser
我是個與眾不同的廢柴
Some days I wish I was anyone else
時常希望自己是“別人家的孩子”
Im the original loser
我是個不平凡的廢柴
Some days I wish I was anyone else
總想成為“別人家的孩子”
Im so paranoid, must be blind and void
做事偏執，時常失去理智，內心空虛的我
Not seeking sympathy (Nah), I just want all of this
並不是在尋求同情，我只是想沉浸於此
Honouring on a radar (Yeah)
享受被關注的樂趣
I try to shelter myself from the rain
我試著避開雨點
I try to stop my head from going insane
我努力控制自己，逃離瘋狂
Im counting down, all the days
一直數著日子
I swear that there's a price they took
我發誓擁有在外獨處的時光
Being alone outside day
是需要付出代價的
Can I suffocate you when they cannot ****ing chase me out? (Ayy)
他們趕不走我，那我會讓你窒息嗎？
Anagram all of the letters,
重新排列字母順序
Tellin' me that Im gonna be fine
告訴我，一切都會變好
Cleaning the world is out of my mind
淨化世界的想法早已不復存在
Piece 'em together and dump on the sides
只想將一切全部拼湊起來，再繼續不管不顧
Ima be alone tonight if I try to stay alive and realise
如果我想活命、想保留想法，那我今晚注定孤獨
Im going blind
醉醺醺的獨自離去
(Congratulations) I'm the original loser
（祝賀）我是名副其實的廢柴
Some days I wish I was anyone else
即使想成為“別人家的孩子”
(Congratulations) I'm the original loser
（恭喜）我是獨一無二的廢柴
Some days I wish I was anyone else
總想成為“別人家的孩子”
Dont let em change your mind
也請勿忘初心
Dont let em change your mind (Ooh)
別讓任何人動搖你最初的想法
Don't let 'em waste your time
別讓他們浪費你最美好的時光
Dont let 'em waste your time (Someone save me)
堅持自我（救救我吧）
Dont let em change your mind
不斷堅持
Dont let'em change your mind (Loser)
任何人都無法左右你的思想（廢柴）
Dont let em waste your time
別讓任何人消耗你的時光
Dont let em waste your time
不要
DYeah, dont let em waste your time
珍惜你的時光
Im the original loser(So take your wishes—)
我就是我，獨一無二的廢柴（帶著你的願望，gun吧）
Some days I wish I was anyone else
總有一天，我會是“別人家的孩子”