mad enough

These days I wanna feel again
Im in bed staring at the ceiling fan
Sick of all the times that I didnt show up
Wish wed realized that wed need to grow up
Yeah Im good, and Ive been patient
And you stay mad, then while you waitin
I dont care, cause you aint here
This just isnt adding up
And I dont think weve had enough
Even when youre gone away
I just wanted you to stay
I dont think its sad enough
Cause even when Im mad, Im not mad enough
And I just came to say its better off this way, oh
Getting too late to just start again
Caught up in a war and I lost a friend
Cause we dont play as nice as we used to
Or have the same nights like we used to
Now Im mad cause Im in my head
And what we need to say goes left unsaid
Cause we dont get by like we used to
Or get so high like we used to
So well get drunk and Ill get jaded
Ill see you out, no conversations
And I dont want that
So cant you come back?
This just isnt adding up
And I dont think weve had enough
Even when youre gone away
I just wanted you to stay
I dont think its sad enough
Cause even when Im mad, Im not mad enough
And I just came to say its better off this way, oh