Always I

Wanted to pin things down
But not fake it
Rather not hear what I
Plan to say
Ive got to say
Its not easy to keep up the invention
Dont wanna hide what I have to feel
Ive got to feel
I, my I, always I
Wanted to see this through
Can I face it?
Now Im too tired to hide
Its easy to give up the attentions
Of lucid time though Id
Learn to see
It had to be
I, my I, always I