Gone

It's not the first time
Won't be the last time for you
It's not the first time
It's not the first time for you
It's not the first time
Won't be the last time for you
Won't be the last time
Long time, no see, it's been a while since I've heard your voice
I wanna reach for the dial, but I've got no choice
I'm at home, alone, listenin' to white noise
Wondering if you're wondering of me
I hope you are, if not, then I hope you come to your senses
And decide, that for me, you can give more chances
Don't you know I've always been a hopeless romantic?
This time I ain't got no antics, just want you
Fast as a bullet to the head
You were gone
Lied to myself, you'll be back
Won't be long
But time has elapsed
And no sign of you
Well that's cool
It's not the first time that I've been on my own
My own, my own, my own
You've got a memory of a goldfish
Hope you remember so you don't sink
I gave you everything your ocean was
Motionless, post-success, the gross was less
You told us that hope was best
You crossed your heart, you hoped for death
I saved us then, you athiest
You changed your friends, you changed for them
You've changed again
And these times still taintin' my image but
I'm a good man, say you'll stop
Likin' them pictures because it looks bad, girl stop
Chattin' bout Insta, it's just a good app
And for, with or without it I'm still a good dad, I
Shouldn't've mixed with them girls
They're the *****es from Hell
When I had bits on the scales, we took trips 'round the world
Gave you diamonds and pearls, yeah, yeah
Came home, the house was full up of black bags
Note on the fridge sayin' "don't come back"
First time that I feel like I want my cum back, yeah
If I go, I won't come back, yeah
And the shot was Courvoisier
I hope that will pause the pain, I won't act a fool again
I hope I don't fall again, Jermaine got reborn again
I hope this weren't all a game for you
Fast as a bullet to the head
You were gone
Lied to myself, you'll be back
Won't be long
But time has elapsed
And no sign of you
Well that's cool
It's not the first time that I've been on my own
It's not the first time
Won't be the last time for you
It's not the first time
It's not the first time for you
It's not the first time
Won't be the last time for you
Won't be the last time for you