good enough

Nothings ever good enough
Nothings ever—
Whats another day I spend inside?
Like, everything I dos a waste of time
Nothings ever good enough, no
Nothings ever—
I can barely find the strength to try
Lately, theres been too much on my mind
Yeah, wish I could change me
I second guess everything that Im doing lately
Scared if people gon hate me , scared that I let em down
Im not sure what created the way that Im feeling now
Drowning these expectations, no one sees what Im facing
Somedays I start to miss writing these songs in Grandmas basement
Never had limitations, all the time and the patience
Before I started constantly searching for validation
Always hard on myself, more than anyone else
Think the pressure too much, its been affectin my health
Everybodys a critic, yeah, go and do it yourself
Im sure you could do this better but I aint looking for help
Put my all in the music, every song that I drop
Hope one day Ill call the team and tell em, 'Quit on the spot'
I pray to God that its coming, somedays Im worried its not
All I can hear is doubts and people just love to talk, like
Nothings ever good enough
Nothings ever—
Whats another day I spend inside?
Like, everything I dos a waste of time
Nothings ever good enough, no
Nothings ever—
I can barely find the strength to try
Lately, theres been too much onmy mind
I just cant be happy with myself
With myself
I just cant be happy with myself
(I cant) With myself
Im very open with all of my lyrics
Its when Im writing down my thoughts that Im seeing the clearest
I think you wonder more about me than friends I hold dearest
I love this music but its also been breaking my spirit
I pour my heart into these songs, its out on display
When people judge and quick to tell me what isnt great
I see the love but all I can focus ons the hate
They drag me down and try to tell me I need to change
Took a year writing this album, got nervous to rap
Cause people said this style of music I keep making wont last
I back, 'Look at the fans, I hope youre hearing us laugh'
No one respects you til you die, I think its actually sad
This where Ive been at
Always feel Im proving my worth
Overthink negative thoughts, wonder if this gon work
Maybe were hardest on ourselves cause were scared to be hurt
Instead of listening to your hate, I just hate myself first, like
Nothings ever good enough
Nothings ever—
Whats another day I spend inside?
Like, everything I dos a waste of time
Nothings ever good enough, no
Nothings ever—
I can barely find the strength to try
Lately, theres been too much on my mind
I just cant be happy with myself
With myself
I just cant be happy with myself
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