Make It Through Fall

You said one day it will work out
你說總有一天你會解決的
I guess I feel a little worse now
我想我現在覺得有點糟糕
Won't say you bet she won't come out
不會說你打賭她是否會出來
Okay I feel a little worse now
好吧，我現在感覺更糟糕了
Thought you were unattainable
以為你是高不可攀的
The whip just unsustainable
像鞭子樣的感覺不會一直持續的
I barely made it through summer
我能勉強撐過這個夏天吧
These days our days are numbered
我們的日子屈指可數了
Winters cold and I am weak
我虛弱的處在這寒冷的冬天
But I won't call so we won' t speak
我不會去找你也沒有交談
Cuz I don't care if you can't sleep
因為我不在乎你是否睡覺
And you don't care at all
反正你什麼也不在乎了
Cuz I won't break and you won't bend
我不會崩潰，你也不會認輸
Are you even trying to let me in
你甚至都沒有想要我進來過吧
If you get high and I pretend to make it through a fall
如果你變得高高在上而我會假裝從深淵中逃脫
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不會再與你談論我的經歷了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的夢裡
Now everything is perfect
現在一切都很美好
I'm where I want to be
我可以去一切我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是為什麼感覺上天一直在給我開玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但是沒有我需要的
You said one day it will work out
你說總有一台你會解決的
I hope one day you get let down
希望總有一天你會失望
To crash the car with no seat belt
就像在沒係安全帶的情況下被撞
See you know exactly how I felt
這樣你懂我的感覺了嗎
This cold the saddest to count memories
這算是最讓我感覺心寒的回憶了
I hate the way that you see me
我討厭你看帶我的方式
Till 17 I won't confess
知道17歲我才坦白一切
I ****** up again
我又搞砸了一切
What I do best
我最擅長的是什麼
You won't teach and I won't learn
你不會教我，我也不會去學
Andyou got nowhere else to turn
你也無處可去
So light this bridge and watch it burn
所以點燃這座橋，看著它燃燒
Like it was never there
就像它從未出現過
And find your next and I find mine
去找到你的下一任吧，我也去找到屬於我的
I hear this happens all the time
我聽說到這經常發生
Live your life and i'll be fine
過你的生活吧，我會沒事的
I'll act like I don't care
我會表現得我一點兒也不在乎
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不會再與你談論我的經歷了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的夢裡吧
Now everything is perfect
現在的一切都是那麼的美好
I'm where I want to be
我可以去任何我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是為什麼感覺上天一直在給我開玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但是都不是我需要的
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不會再與你談論我的經歷了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的夢裡吧
Now everything is perfect
現在的一切都是那麼美好
I'm where I want to be
我可以去任何我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是為什麼感覺上天一直在給我開玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但都不是我需要的
It's whatever...
無所謂
I mean, honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol...
我的意思是說實話，你對音樂的感覺就像是我對酒精的感覺...（令人上癮）