big & scared

Little me
Let me tell you kid who youre gonna be
When you turn the lights out, you wont be scared anymore
You wont even care anymore
Honestly, little bean
All that sugars ****ing up your teeth (wont curse, sorry)
Messing with your gums
Them things wont get better if you run
Nothings right when youre 21
Take a break, look into the sun
And celebrate the human youve become
I want you to be proud of what youve done
Little bean
Sometimes I wish I could be anyone other than me
But then I just breathe, think about who I wanna be
I know Im not around
I know I let you down
But I want to be better for you
Let me do that now
Youre my favourite human
So you should be prepared
Ill help you get through it
When youre big and scared
Little bean
There are things scarier than clowns
Im sorry to break it to you now
The monster in the dark is all around
But trust me you can beat it in a team
So try and open up to someone else
You cant fight a monster by yourself
No one ever knows you super well
But theres a person I want you to meet
And when that person offers out their hand
I want you to take it like a man
Hold with every muscle that you can
Its the closest you could ever feel to free
Sometimes I wanna be anyone other than me
But then I just breathe, think about who I wanna be
I know Im not around
I know Ive let you down
But I want to be better for you
Let me do that now
Youre my favourite human
So you should be prepared
Ill help you get through it
When youre big and scared
Sadness will be par for the course
And you will feel hopeless, youre a child of divorce
And you will feel like you cant do it anymore
And one day you will try and you will fail to end it all
And that will be the saddest day youve ever felt before
But trust me when I say that you deserve to live for more
And when you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders
Remember what I told you
I know Im not around
I know Ive let you down
But I want to be better for you
Let me do that now
Youre my favourite human
So you should be prepared
Ill help you get through it (breathe)
When youre big and scared
I keep thinking Im in a rush
But maybe Ive been thinking too much
Maybe I dont want it enough
Its way too much pressure, uh-uh
I keep thinking Im in a rush
Maybe Ive been thinking too much
Maybe I dont want it enough
Im way too much pressure, pressure