Bedhead

I woke up with a voice in my head
Think I knew what was wrong
Try to make, make my way out of bed
Trouble (?)
I woke up, felt like I never slept
No one knew what was wrong
Toxic thoughts taking over my head
Every day felt way too long
Its not alright
Im lost in the fight
I think Ive been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
(?) its so hard to tell
Theres so much distance in between
Im feeling worse than I ever felt
But you seem to have forgotten me
I wake up feeling I wanna sleep
Ive lost all hope for a change
(?) tears streaming down my cheek
Luck feels like its far out of range
Its not alright
Im lost in the fight
I think Ive been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
I know Ive lost a check
Its hard to find a way to deal
But everything I said
(?) true
Its not alright
Im lost in the fight
Ive never been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
But I want you to
I want you to