emotionally dumb

封面：Young Lynn
混音：百川Rebellious
母帶：百川Rebellious
Yeah I'm emotionlly dumb
我在感情上是個啞巴
And I'm afraid to face it in back it or the fount
我永遠無法直面內心
Say the worst and hide
用惡語來掩蓋我最脆弱的想法
I'm seeking for a place
最後再找一個地方躲起來
Kind a place that my things could not be found
讓所有的情感都銷聲匿跡
I guess it could be here where I can spilling guts
我猜只有歌裡我才能袒露心扉
I recognize here where I could chilling hearts
也許這是我唯一能夠卸下防備的地方
Cause I don't want new, it hurt me somehow
我總是對新事物充滿防備心
Got nothing had to lose, I am lonely in the house
也許這個孤獨的房間才是我最該在的地方
I'm hurting people that I deeping love
我傷害著我愛的人
I **** up every day like I need to be in judge
有罪於搞砸的每一天
I can't communicate even try to be in solve
我無法溝通即便我不斷嘗試
I was a guilty sucker who for not deserving love
我時常感到愧疚不值得被愛
I live in a ice so you won't see my sensitive
我不斷把自我封閉
Thinking about the dull things just like what it if
會後悔也幻想過如果
I used to be kind to anyone without a benefit
我曾經願意相信每一個人
Sometimes I thought there's no one cant believe
可我現在為信任設立了最高的門檻
Im turning cool to protect myself
我為了保護自己而隔絕他人
But I will be blue deserving no help
Emo時自然也無人尋求慰藉
Fall in a night I can't sleep well
夜幕降臨我無法入睡
Love is a pill but I left nothing else
愛是良藥但我所剩無幾
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴
Yeah emotionally numb
對感情已經麻木
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴
I need to confirm love not just feel it feel it
愛需要被證明而不是被感覺
Im blind for all till I just saw you there too bad
我總是一葉障目
看不見的那種感情
會把我變得感性
我掉過這種陷阱流了不值得的淚
藏不住的那種擔心
會讓我過度反應
我反省到底還是犯了不適合的罪
我知道沒有人能夠把我框住
我也不需要那些假意的幫助
選擇了你沒有選擇的一條路
If you let me down（dumb）then keeping let me lose
啞巴從不奢求能被旁人聽懂
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴
Yeah emotionally numb
對感情已經麻木
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴
Yeah emotionally dumb
是感情上的啞巴