abyss

I havent seen the sun in weeks
好幾個星期都不見陽光
I just dont know whats happened to me
我不知道我到底咋嘞
And my heads spinning around
頭暈目眩
I cant help it, Ive fallen down
無法反抗，墜入深淵
Ive given everything my all
已經給出我的所有籌碼
And I ended up taking the fall
結果以失敗結尾
And now slowly my eyes lose their spark
我的眼睛失去了以往的神色
I just close them as my world gets dark
我閉上眼，世界陷入黑暗
The voices in my head keep on screaming
我腦海重的聲音叫囂著
'Youre worthless, you cant do anything'
“你就是個無用的網抑雲青年”
Theres only so much that I can take
我只能承受這麼多
I keep running but how long can I do this
我一直在掙扎，但這能堅持多久？
All I can do is gaze down this abyss
我所能做的只是凝視這深淵
I cant do this anymore
我只是廢人而已
Just save me now!
請救救我吧
♫
The cuts I carved, I watch them heal
我親手刻下的傷痕，我看著它們回复
But it doesnt change the way I feel
但這並不能消除我的痛苦
The scars I have will stay the same
這傷疤永不會癒合
It wont be lone before I break...
在我衝破束縛之前它並不會獨自痛苦
Will I ever find a way?
我能衝破嗎？
To be free from all this someday?
會有解脫的一天嗎？
Now Im running out of time
如今我已無力回天
Ive forgotten how to smile
微笑已經從我的身體消失
Ive been through enough sleepless nights
我經受過足夠多的不眠之夜
Im so tired of this endless fight
我已厭倦無止境的鬥爭
All I want is everything to stop
一切都終結就是我所想要的
Now I think Im about to give up
現在我正打算這放棄
The voices in my head keep on screaming
我腦海中的聲音嘲諷著
'Youre worthless, you cant do anything'
“你就是個無用的網抑雲青年”
Theres only so much that I can take
我能做的只有這麼多
I keep running but how long can I do this
這條路能走下去多久
All I can do is gaze down this abyss
我只能凝視深淵
I cant do this anymore
我一事無成
Just save me now!
誰能拯救我？
♫