suffocate

我發現我在下面的棺材裡
I find myself inside a coffin underneath
離地6英尺深呼吸越來越困難
6 feet below the ground its getting hard to breathe
我看著鏡子幾乎認不出來
I look into the mirror and barely recognize
另一邊的人
The person on the other side
我發現自己凝視著波面

當水與我的目光相遇時，它越來越遠了
I find myself stare at the surface of the waves
我看了看下面經過我的車
Its getting further as the water meets my gaze
想想我能不能飛
I look below and see the cars that pass me by
我知道我將永遠孤獨
And contemplate if I could fly
我知道我永遠不會有賓至如歸的感覺

我的成長離我擁有的一切越來越遠
And I know that I will always be alone
這些記憶永遠不會長久
And I know that I will never feel at home
所以這個是空想
And I grow apart from everything I have
我放棄了美麗的事物
These memories will never last
我試著相信我的想法

但我認為這些都是謊言
And so be this vacant dream
我知道我將永遠孤獨
I let go of beautiful things
我知道我永遠不會有賓至如歸的感覺
Im trying to believe my mind
我的成長離我擁有的一切越來越遠
But I see through all of these lies
這些記憶永遠不會長久

我跌得很厲害，幾乎看不見
And I know that I will always be alone
地底下正趕上我
And I know that I will never feel at home
上面的雲在哭泣，輕輕地唱著我的名字
And I grow apart from everything I have
當我開始漂浮
These memories will never last
當我放棄的時候

還不夠
And I fall so far that I can hardly see
我覺得空虛
Down below the ground is catching up to me
感覺被困住了
The clouds above they weep and softly sing my name
我很抱歉我現在的樣子
As I start to float away
我希望我是個更好的人

但我還是很虛弱
And I give up
我永遠不會
Its not enough
成為我該成為的人
Im feeling hollow
我太虛弱了
Feeling stuck
我永遠不會
Im sorry for the way I am
任何東西
I wish I was a better man
永遠不會
But Im still weak
從不說話
Ill never be
任何事物
The person Im supposed to be
一切
Im so weak
走開
Ill never be
把臉藏起來
Anything
令人失望

我的家庭
Never be
令人失望
Never speak
從不在這裡
Anything
淡入
Everything
盟友之路
Walk away
屏住呼吸
Hide my face
一無所有
Disappoint
屏住呼吸
My family
窒息
Dissapear
Never here
Fade into
The ally way
Hold my breath
Nothing left
Feel my chest
Suffocate