the outside ISR愛寧

原曲： Else
I had that bad dream again last night
我昨晚又做噩夢了
Everyone love me all left so I cried
我哭了，因為愛我的人都離開了我
I've always been lost so I lie
用謊言去掩蓋我的失落
I lie to people, to myself that I died
試著讓所有人相信舊的我已經死去
I am missing in the reality
在現實裡迷失了自己
So I'm hiding in the world I imagined
在幻想的世界中逃避
I use music to protect myself
用音樂作為最後的防線
but I still feel sad, and the outside is raining
但我還是很悲傷，外面也開始下雨了
In the nightmare the sky was so grey
噩夢之中，天空如死灰
I saw a tombstone in front of me
我眼前是一座墓碑
That's my own grave cuz my name is on it
那是我的墳墓，因為上面刻著我的名字
I dig it out, saw the person I don't wanna be
裡面躺著的是那個我最不想做的自己
When half my vision turned dark
當我的右眼失去視力
I've never seen so clearly my heart
卻把自己的內心看得如此透徹
A voice called my name, smile on her rotten face
一個聲音在呼喚我，笑容扭曲在她腐爛的臉上
She's laughing, and I just runaway
她在大笑，我能做的只是逃離
Every morning I wake up with my demon
每一天惡魔都伴隨我醒來
It turned to most part of me at some point
不知何時它已經取代了大部分的我
Keeping pissed me off that's what it does
讓我惱怒是它的日常工作
I tried to kick it out to relax for a moment
我曾嘗試把它趕走，哪怕只有一瞬間
My arms are shackled the chains are so cold
我被拷上冰冷的枷鎖
I'm locked in a dungeon no lights come in through the window
在這地牢之中沒有陽光照進鐵窗
People come and talk, no one can get me out
人們只能和我交談，卻一直無法讓我逃離這裡
But I still pray, somebody bring me a rainbow
但我始終祈禱著，有人能給我帶來雨後彩虹
The outside is raining
外面下雨了
Where I stand is raining
我站著的地方在下雨
My whole world is raining
我的世界在下雨
There is always raining
這裡雨下不停
The outside is raining
外面下雨了
Where I stand is raining
我站著的地方在下雨
My whole world is raining
我的世界在下雨
There is always raining
這裡雨下不停

S***……
S***, I can't do this,
I can' t, I just……
God d*** it!

Let me tell you a story
讓我給你講個故事吧
There was a boy, when his sky turns gray, he was destroyed
從前有個男孩兒，當他的天空變暗了，他也被摧毀了
It was supposed to be his best age, but dreams are gone
那本該是他最好的年紀，但他的夢想破碎了
Because he left that place
因為他選擇了離開
Then he started headache
他開始頭痛欲裂
Pills like life support, it keeps hundreds day
那些藥片就像是他的呼吸機，持續了數百天
He lost faith, he couldn't even look his friends in the face
他失去了信心，無法直面他的朋友
Screamed to the girl he loved get out of his way
對他愛過的那個女孩兒怒吼
Pressures from all the ways, doubts from his mates
各方面的壓力，朋友們的質疑
He couldn't wait, he tried to runaway
他等不及想要逃走
But he always says he's Okay
但他總是說自己很好
Even friends knew that's a lie, they never found a better way
朋友們都知道他在撒謊，但他們無能為力
Too many mistakes, he knew how is that tasted
他做了太多傻事，他知道那是什麼滋味
Finally no one stay, he felt betrayed
最終他身邊人去樓空，他感受到了背叛
Until that day, the devil came for a trade
直到那天，他和惡魔做個一個交易
Since that day, his heart turned to a seed of rage
那天開始，他心中的狂怒開始發芽
I'll keep looking for a place where is no pains
我一直在尋找一個沒有痛苦的地方
Demons behind me, its whisper such annoying
惡魔在我身後低語
Blood on my hands, I know it's coming
手染鮮血，它就要來了
In the warm house, I see angles are laughing
溫室裡的天使卻在大笑
It just a beginning
這只是個開始
Satan's hunting
撒旦開始狩獵
It lovesmy scar，am I still a human being
他欣賞我的傷疤，我還是人類嗎
I think I'm dying, stop breathing
我正在死去，停止了呼吸
Just listen
聽啊
The outside is raining
外面開始下雨了